Gangstalking – possible solutions

In an addition to the previous article, where one moves his/her personality, as a target, out of the “game” by switching it off, there would also be another possible solution when dealing with the gangstalking. While the mentioned approach would require an appropriate understanding of the gnostic principles and the background of the real awakening (defined by Eckhart Tolle as “a shift in consciousness where thinking and awareness separate”; A New Earth, page 259), the 2nd approach would be a sort of a defence at the level of the illusion/matrix. There, we may employ our (‘spiritual’) matrix components, the spirit, soul and mind, to act together in order to provide a sort of a resistance against manipulation we have been exposed to.

So, there we would have a case where an illusionary entity (a personality) fights another illusionary entities (attacking personalities), in order to protect or to improve the quality of its illusionary existence. This could be more practical for those of us who still prefer to enjoy the matrix steaks over the awakening and the associated headaches or for those who want to continue with their warrior role in the forces of light vs forces of darkness battle, including those who just want to reduce hassle they have been exposed to in this heavily controlled reality.

For this defence strategy, some of the mental simulation techniques invented by Italian scientist Dr Corrado Malanga, such as SIMBAD and Flash Dynamic Triade Colour Test, could be helpful, which he designed for dealing with alien and military abductions and interference. As we should not do anything without an understanding of what we were doing, here is an article written by Dr Malanga, explaining the background and main principles of the mental simulations: – LINK

A modified SIMBAD session, which might be helpful at gangstalking cases:

1st Step

Imagination of a TV Studio

Imagine being the anchor(wo)man of a TV talk show. In your mind, make a picture of the studio and the table around which the guests you invited will take their place.

Take some time to imagine the materials and the colours you used to build up the room, the chairs, the furniture. Feel really carefully the warmth that is spread out by the materials you chose to construct the whole room. Imagine their roughness and the temperature that they send out: if you used marble, it will feel colder than wooden surfaces.

Plastic will feel smoother than walls, and so on. Spend some more time just to picture the lights and the noises that are present in this room, which, as a matter of fact, is a TV studio. Be careful not to stumble upon the cables of the cameras which are about to frame you in a moment. Place also a mirror into the TV studio in a certain position, so that all the guests that are going to come in will have to pass in front of it.

2nd Step

Going on air

As soon as you’ re ready to start, go on air: look straight into the camera number 1, which is now turned on, and say something like:

“Ladies and Gentlemen, this evening we’ve a very interesting issue to debate about. The subject of this talk-show’s is: The Gangstalkers And Myself! In order to talk about this, we invited some guests that we’ re about to request to get in. Let’s welcome in my Soul, my Mind and my Spirit.”

Ask now your Soul, Mind and Spirit to come in and look at themselves in the mirror (they should turn around in front of the mirror several times!); be aware that the image reflected by the mirror should be the same as the one you are directly perceiving. If not, that means that your guests have a false identity and they are not what they pretend to.

Suggest them to sit down.

Notice how soul, mind and spirit look like and observe which way they are sitting and if they took place on the chairs you prepared for them. Do not mind which form they could have, just go on with your simulation.

3rd Step

Questions to the Soul, Mind and Spirit

Start by asking your soul to introduce her and ask her if she knows the other two guests.

Do the same with your mind

…and at last, with your spirit.

At this point, ask your soul again if she knows something about the gangstalker issue and ask the other two the same question. The debate can begin. If all three parts don’t agree about something, you can make a big TV screen come down from the ceiling, if it’s not already there, and start the footage of when the gangstalkers came.

4th Step*

Invitation of guests

After the discussion about this video, invite as many gangstalkers and the ones you want to come in and sit around the table, in order to debate with you about the issue. You can also have external interventions by video conference or phone from the ones that couldn’t be there. Your guests will enter the door as you call them by name or by nickname, if you don’t know them, and you can let them sit down where they like to. Imagine the hall, all the micros and chairs. Again, spend some time watching disposition and kind of the TV studio lights. When all of them are comfortably sitting, take a look of how you visualize them: how their form is, how they are dressed, how they relate to one another and how they look like to you who are observing them. Notice the behaviour of any single one of them. There may well be empty chairs or it could be necessary to add some more. Observe their disposition around the table and, just in your mind, notice where every one of them is placed, because later you will be asked to make a sketch which reproduces everyone’s position, with a description of all of them.
As they are all there, ask all of them to rapidly introduce themselves. Remember, you are the anchor(wo)man and they all have to listen to you: if you cut short a discussion, they’ll have to obey. After introducing, you can start with your questions: you can ask anything you want, but your soul should be the first one who answers.

5th Step

First question and discussion

The very first question to be asked should be this one:

“Do you know the guests who sit around this table? Do you know who they are and what they want?

From this obligatory question you can start the discussion, which could be taking place over more sessions (just to not getting too tired).

After this first question, ask all the different characters what they think about the gangstalking problem and ask any single stalker what they are doing here and what are their real interests. Ask them if they’re getting helped by someone, if there are all friends or foes to one another, if they know when their job will be done, etc.: the debate’s role is to determine why they are here and how they relate to your soul, mind and spirit. You can help yourself by watching virtual videos. You can show any footage you need. For instance, should your soul not agree with one other guest, show the “real” footage of the event and discuss them before your guests and let your visitors do the same. The videos have been filmed by your brain and all the data will be delivered by it: they will be about your experiences, that from now on can be seen on the big screen, shot from a camera placed in the best possible position so that you can see everything. Do not be afraid of creating facts that never happened: your mind has recorded everything you lived and knows very well which pictures have to be shown to the guests at your conference.

6th Step

Elimination of gangstalkers

Then ask your soul if she agrees with accepting the presence of the gangstalkers: If she doesn’t, tell her to solve the problem, for example by eliminating the problem. If she agrees, tell her to do it now, live on stage. Visualize your soul at work (but just don’t hurry!), or let her accept the idea of solving the problem any time she thinks it’s appropriate.

If your Soul decides to solve it now, watch carefully the way she looks like while acting through her “Will of doing it”.

7th Step

Never Ever

Now, ask the Soul to declare that she “Never Ever” will accept the presence of gangstalkers.

8th Step

Scanning of body for presence of implants/chips/devices

Ask the Soul to scan the body carefully for presence of any implants/chips/devices and to destroy them.

Check: Head (back of the head, behind the ears, behind the eyes, pineal gland, mouth…); neck; arms/fingers; spine; stomach; genitals; legs
(The soul could be asked about the function of a particular implant and who has placed it there.)

9th Step

Question time.

Ask the Soul and other components anything you want.

10th Step

Integration of the Soul, Mind and Spirit

At the end, ask all components of the being to integrate or ‘fuse’ together… (if the Soul and Spirit do not want to integrate with the Mind, because of perceiving him as “too distorted”, ask them to ‘stick together’ at least and cooperate as much as they could.)

End of session


One needs not to get surprised if he/she perceives some of the “guests” as aliens or military people, as according to Dr Malanga, military personnel has been heavily employed by aliens in the manipulation of the humanity. (One example – LINK; subtitles need to be auto translated from German)

The symptoms of the gangstalking and, so called, hyperdimensional attacks, often overlap to a large extent, especially when strange synchronicities have been involved and one also needs to consider symptoms of schizophrenia, when trying to assess what we were dealing with. Generally speaking, in some pathological cases, a personality, as an important resident of the illusion, can generate various and pretty convincing scenarios in which its illusionary existence gets threatened and then, it would perform real actions to protect itself from those imaginary threats. In fact, most of normal people are doing it pretty often, so the difference between ‘normal’ and ‘abnormal’, would be only in a degree to which somebody displays a pathological behaviour. This is, probably, because nobody existing in the reality below the line (see the picture below), can not be normal, literally. (Book Operators and Things, by Barbara O’Brien, could also be very helpful in understanding schizophrenia).

This is how the reality would look like, when we look from the gnostic platform.

Here, the concept of the awakening would mean a process of connecting the false (personality) to the real (the Real I) and one can say that without the gangstalking or hyperdimensional attacks, it would be very hard to realise that we were dealing here with an AI, manipulating us through “our” dear personalities/minds, which would also be artificial structures. Of course, this is not to say that the control system is attacking us in order to provide us with an opportunity for awakening. It must keep (adamic) people under pressure as they seem to provide an energy for the (artificial) system, which is dependent on it. However, its sword has two blades.

On the other hand, when the (eastern) gnosis is properly understood, one would realise that most of the personalities would rather prefer (subconsciously) some special status, such as being “TI” or an “alien abductee,” than transferring the control over the physical body to the Real I, and realising its own artificial nature. And, many will be pushed to the edge where it will be just two options left, wake up or perish. And, the problem is, the personality can not wake up per se, as an artificial structure, it can only do that in a cooperation with the Real I. This process can not be faked, because, as long as one feels the pain or fear, that alone would indicate an absence of the connection with the Real part of the being. Fear and pain can only be felt in an absence of the Real I, or the Real Consciousness. Therefore, talking about own awakening while experiencing fear, would mean lying to oneself (we are specialists in it, while many of us have even gained a PhD in lying to oneself discipline).

E.g. in the movie After Earth, the son of Will Smith was pushed by the predator to the edge, where he did not have anything to loose any more. His personality was defeated and it gave up, but not his being. Once he moved from his personality (the unreal) into his being (the real), or once he left his personality with all her emotions and fears, he instantly became invisible to the predator (the unreal). Then, he acted from his being and that action was detrimental to the predator. Prior to that, the kid was told by his father, the following:

“Fear is not real. The only place that fear can exist is in our thoughts of the future. It is a product of our imagination, causing us to fear things that do not at present and may not ever exist. That is near insanity. Do not misunderstand me, danger is very real but fear is a choice.”

So, we may say that the danger we are in is real, however, our thoughts/intellect can not overcome it. Our personalities are designed so to keep us in it, and as such, they are not capable of providing a meaningful resistance to something which they are part of. Only those actions exercised by the human being can do that. Along with that, fear can exist only in our (fake/artificial) minds, on the basis of our (fake) thoughts. And, to our personalities, this concept would be a great riddle, as they can not realise (or almost not), that they are not the ones who are human beings. They just identify themselves with them. And, this as an information, does not mean much to us, as well, because as such, we are in a closed loop system with our source, which is divorced from the objective reality by default, and as such, it regulates our perception and therefore, our thinking and therefore, our behaviour. Our intellectual faculty as a function of the matrix/maya/virtual reality… is not enough to understand the information properly and to apply it. We are in a vicious circle. E.g. Carlos Castaneda could tell us that we were “foreign installations” operated by a “non-organic” (artificial) intelligence (book: Active Side of Infinity), and that a warrior can get rid of its foreign installation by exercising a sort of a discipline… and then… after expelled out of the body, what happens… there is nobody, there, anymore, who will be telling him what to think and what to do… Wait! What!?! It comes out that we, who do all the hard thinking, make proper decisions and behave decently, as much as we could, should finish in a rubbish bin… no wonder that one can not find an internet forum where Castaneda’s followers were having a productive discussion on the topic – how one can read of us, I mean, how we, foreign installations, which read the book, could commit a suicide effectively and efficiently by leaving the physical bodies we have been attached to and we have been in charge of. Or, is there somebody else in our bodies who is supposed to get this information, but we were the first on the receiving end? Anyway, the point is that something like this would not be really fair in regards to us. Especially for those of us who have high IQ, who are smart, who have gained a PhD in the illusion, and not even to mention those of us who claim that they have reached an enlightenment in the illusion?!


While contemplating the above picture, we could say that AI/boss would utilise anthropoids for the task of manipulating the others, because, without human essence or a residue of the Real Consciousness, which has the components like the humanness and conscience, those individuals would be most suitable for the tasks, especially those with psychopathic features (strong drive for control of others and an absence of the feelings like humanness and conscience). So, we would find plenty of them in the intelligence agencies, secret societies, government departments, military, police etc. and, as pretty efficient bio-chemical robots, whatever those individuals would do, consciously or not, it will be directed by and on behalf of the boss/AI. The technological advance has now provided all the necessary infrastructure for the control of the humanity by a few well positioned psychopaths and this is what they do.


Dr Malanga was working on the matrix level, employing subconsciousness of his clients to fight alien/military interference and at his sessions (self induced or guided under hypnosis) it was noted that some victims were entering revenge mode, where they treated some of the ‘guests’ who manipulated them so, by placing them on electrical chairs inside the imagined SIMBAD studio and by pressing the button, treated them by high voltage el. currents (using their soul component as the source of the energy). Allegedly, this was translated onto the material level of the reality by physical destruction of the anthropoids who manipulated them (causing to them strokes and heart attacks) and by a damage of the infrastructure and equipment in the facilities where they were operating from?! However, this type of warfare would not have much impact on the objective reality and would not change the conditions in this reality for ‘better’.

On the other side, adamic people undergoing awakening procedure would have an inner knowing that the manipulators are as real as their own personality is. It could be said that all adamic people in this reality (up to 50% of the population?!) are “TIs” in some way, as they are a source of the energy which they would release when subjected to hardships, suffering, emotional turmoils etc. So, there is a possibility of establishing a point of reference (an “observation deck”) outside of our personality, where from we could watch without a bias, its behaviour, emotions, (mechanical) reactions etc. That “relocation” of the perception point would not be one of those classical dissociations of the personality which it does in order to avoid a pain, but an introspection based on a new awareness. As the connection with our real part of the being strengthens, so we are becoming more and more invisible to the predator (like the kid in the mentioned movie) or to those who are unreal, while our actions would be more and more optimal, because they would be based on the inner knowing, coming from our being which is connected to the Real Consciousness, but not the thoughts, coming from our heads or the (foreign) mind. So, at the end, there would not be anybody/anything to fight, as one can not fight something unreal, if the one is aware enough.

Now, can we understand what was Gurdjieff talking about in the conversation with Ouspensky, somewhere during WWI?

“Have you ever thought about the fact that all peoples themselves are machines?”

“Yes,” I said, “from the strictly scientific point of view all people are machines governed by external influences. But the question is, can the scientific point of view be wholly accepted?”

“Scientific or not scientific is all the same to me,” said G. “I want you to understand what I am saying. Look, all those people you see,” he pointed along the street, “are simply machines—nothing more.”

“I think I understand what you mean,” I said. “And I have often thought how little there is in the world that can stand against this form of mechanization and choose its own path.”

“This is just where you make your greatest mistake,” said G. “You think there is something that chooses its own path, something that can stand against mechanization; you think that not everything is equally mechanical.”

“Why, of course not!” I said. “Art, poetry, thought, are phenomena of quite a different order.”

“Of exactly the same order,” said G. “These activities are just as mechanical as everything else. Men are machines and nothing but mechanical actions can be expected of machines.”

“Very well,” I said. “But are there no people who are not machines?”

“It may be that there are,” said G., “only not those people you see. And you do not know them. That is what I want you to understand.”

I thought it rather strange that he should be so insistent on this point. What he said seemed to me obvious and incontestable. At the same time, I had never liked such short and all-embracing metaphors. They always omitted points of difference. I, on the other hand, had always maintained differences were the most important thing and that in order to understand things it was first necessary to see the points in which they differed. So I felt that it was odd that G. insisted on an idea which seemed to be obvious provided it were not made too absolute and exceptions were admitted.

“People are so unlike one another,” I said. “I do not think it would be possible to bring them all under the same heading. There are savages, there are mechanized people, there are intellectual people, there are geniuses.”

“Quite right,” said G., “people are very unlike one another, but the real difference between people you do not know and cannot see. The difference of which you speak simply does not exist. This must be understood. All the people you see, all the people you know, all the people you may get to know, are machines, actual machines working solely under the power of external influences, as you yourself said. Machines they are born and machines they die. How do savages and intellectuals come into this? Even now, at this very moment, while we are talking, several millions of machines are trying to annihilate one another. What is the difference between them? Where are the savages and where are the intellectuals? They are all alike . . .”


He [the man] is a machine, everything with him happens. He cannot stop the flow of his thoughts, he cannot control his imagination, his emotions, his attention. He lives in a subjective world of ‘I love,’ ‘I do not love,’ ‘I like,’ ‘I do not like,’ ‘I want,’ ‘I do not want,’ that is, of what he thinks he likes, of what he thinks he does not like, of what he thinks he wants, of what he thinks he does not want. He does not see the real world. The real world is hidden from him by the wall of imagination. He lives in sleep. He is asleep. What is called ‘clear consciousness’ is sleep and a far more dangerous sleep than sleep at night in bed.


All that men say, all that they do, they say and do in sleep. All this can have no value whatever. Only awakening and what leads to awakening has a value in reality.

(from the book In the Search of the Miraculous, P.D. Ouspensky)


Of course, if what Gurdjieff said above was the Truth, then even many of those who regard themselves as truthseekers, would not like to know it. They would prefer to look for the truth elsewhere. As the term “machine” may sound offensive, maybe we should use a bit more modern terminology, like John Keel used, 40 years ago, (book: The Cosmic Question of the Eighth Tower) in order to describe us and the situation we are in:

”You and I are biochemical robots controlled by the powerful radiations being broadcast from the Eighth Tower [supercomputer]. Our brains are programmed like computers, and many of us are suddenly and completely reprogrammed at some point in our adult life.


All of our beads are wired to a central switchboard [supercomputer]. That switchboard is the only God and the only reality. Illusions and delusions are piped down from it to further confound our perception of reality.”


The machine/biochemical robot is the target and prone to a manipulation. So, in order not to be manipulated, we need to overcome our machine/robot state and become real human beings.



Gangstalking defence

It is easy to stop all external attacks on our personalities inc. so called, “gangstalking”, if one has a basic awareness of the objective reality. So, the one only needs to became aware that his/her personality is non-objective or non-existent in the objective reality. Or, our personalities are as much objective, as objective would be the non-objective reality/illusion/maya/stereoma/the matrix/the virtual reality, we are currently inhabiting.

Therefore, in such an environment, those non-objective entities (“bad guys”) which keep attacking and manipulating us (the “good guys”) living in an illusion, could be dealt with pretty easily. As a personality (inc. those which have gained a PhD in the illusion) is a non-objective entity, it can not affect the objective reality, whatever it thinks or does. So, when under an attack in the illusion/matrix, all one needs to do is to switch off his/her personality, from time to time or, whenever necessary. Just stop the thoughts or stop taking your thoughts seriously if you can not stop them. A non-objective entity can not have objectively true thoughts, anyway. Once we move our attention to the moment we are in (the future and the past do not exist, anyway, whil ethe resent moment is all that is), while being aware of ourselves and our environment, but not thinking, we are entering the objective reality. An “inner knowing” related to the moment we are in, may appear and that would be all what we need. And, later, an understanding may arise that whoever is objective, would not perceive those non-objective entities as a threat. He/she may not perceive them at all, anymore. And, anyway, how an illusionary entity could attack somebody who is true or objective? No way.

The fine red thread

There was an “unknown teaching”, as called by Ouspensky in his book the Fourth Way, which “fragments” are still available today. The eastern gnostics called it The Doctrine or Tradition. Some say that it originated from ‘sufism’, however, as it originated long before Christianity and Islam, in order to survive together with those who carried it, it had to get heavily contaminated by religious and other content. (The teaching was clearly “heretic” from the religious point of view and we know what was done to the heretics, throughout the history). After it went through the ages where Christianity and Islam have reigned, the original teaching was aligned to Christianity as some sort of gnosticism and to Islam as sufism. Anyway, the teaching was heavily distorted, however, they managed to smuggle the “fine red thread”, through, in an (almost) unrecognizable condition.

The fine red thread can not be discerned by an intellectual analysis only, because the noise to signal ratio was too high, or simply, there was too much noise in order to discern the signal; and the other reason would be, as the teaching says, our minds have been controlled and manipulted to a great degree by a non-human intelligence, so the Truth has not been allowed.

So, what is the fine red thread saying?

Well, it is saying something what hardly anybody of us wants to hear and know. It is saying that:

1. the humanity is living in an illusion/maya/stereoma… (or, by today’s terminology: the matrix or a virtual reality)

2. in this “demiurgic domain”, the humanity has been manipulated by an ‘archontic’, ‘inorganic’, ‘demiurgic’ or simply, a ‘non-human-entity’, which has all the features of what we would call today an AI.

3. we are all connected to it; it regulates and manipulates our perception and therefore, our state of mind; and therefore, our thinking; and therefore, our behaviour.

4. our personalities (including mine, writing this and yours, reading this) are artificial constructs. (Like a software subject to programming and re-programming in charge of the ‘physical’ body).

5. all artificial constructs share the false or artificial consciousness originating from the source, i.e. the AI. (That would mean all three levels of that consciousness, as the waking consciousness, subconsciousness and the collective unconscious).

6. The True Consciousness exists (called the “Consciousness of the Absolute”, “christ”, the First Source etc.) and it could be reached and manifested.

7. there are two ‘types’ of beings inhabiting the illusion: ‘anthropoids’, meaning the people without human essence or the Real I, (that would be the “sons of god/AI” or “pinocchios-by-default”) and adamic people (“sons of man” or “pinocchios” which have a potential to become human beings) i.e. those who still have the Real I, but firmly identified with their personalities on 24/7 basis, they are unaware of it so, they would think and behave in a more or less the same manner as anthropoids. Therefore, in this reality, there are no real human beings, only us, programmed to identify ourselves with them.

8. the false reality is based on a false dualism, where the goodness and badness, the light and the dark, the positive and the negative… comes form the same source and has been controlled by the same source i.e. the AI.

9. The only real ‘thing’ in the illusion would be the influences which are coming from one’s real part of the being, the Real I, which is connected to the True Consciousness. (Of course, in the case of adamic people.) They are called ‘influences’, because they can not be seen or visualized, they can not be palpated or heard. They can not be our thoughts, because, the source of our thoughts would be the artificial or false consciousness. Those influences can only be felt, as an ‘inner knowing’, in certain circumstances.

10. The true salvation would be possible only if a personality manages to establish a connection with the Real Consciousness through the Real I, with which it has been associated in this life, and to start living in accordance with that consciousness.

11. the seeker (the adamic man/woman) will also come under an attack by the “boss”, at a certain stage of his/her awakening. This could be easily understood, as his/her mind is connected to the ”boss”/AI and when it detects “suspicious behavior”, it will apply a ‘corrective action’ in order to return the ‘rebel’ back to the herd, or to derail him/her. (See the article: Hyperdimensional Attacks)

As in the movie Avatar!?

We may think the movie Avatar. Blue people, connected to the Real Consciousness lived on a beautiful planet. Another race, tuned into a False Consciousness but technologically advanced, took a control over them by the help of avatar bodies (our “ELite” from the root EL-ohim). During many years, the blue people were exposed to genetic and mind manipulation to such an extent, that they were tuned into the False Consciousness. So, the blue people were made into the image of their manipulators and turned into slaves. Some remnants of the True Consciousness still survived, which at some of us, might be only manifested as an “inner feeling” or as Castaneda said, the “inner knowing” (when you know something but you do not know how). As the former blue race, we are know divorced from the objective consciousness and the reality. The question remains, – is it possible for us to reverse this process, or to reach the Real Consciousness, again, and then, to manifest it?

Metaphysics of Deception

In the pictures:



…and, in the words…

1. True consciousness/The consciousness of the Absolute/The First Source

– Creative consciousness which contains components like humaness and conscience;
– It is ever expanding from the source out…
– In its domain, there are no hierarchies or pyramidal life systems; everything/everybody is regarded as equal. Here, the life is respected in all its forms.
– It manifests through the perception, understanding and doing…

2. False consciousness/AI/antichrist/demiurge

– It is mimicking real consciusness (it can only imitate something which realy exists)
– It controls and manipulates all entities which share it, in its false reality/illusion/maya/stereoma/matrix…
– this non-human and inhumane consciousness reigns in the illusion/maya/stereoma/hologram/matrix/virtual reality/computer simulation…; its domains are based on a hyerarchical structure; one of its symbols is a pyramid, („tree of life“ or „tree of cabbalah“) where those from above are sucking the energy from those who are positioned below; it is a closed energy system where the energy circulates between lower and upper levels.
– a false/artificial existence which is dependant on a production, distribution and marketing of lies, which are utilised as cryptocurrencies („nothing-with-an-assigned-value“) for purchasing real staff and/or entities.

3. Adamic man (son of man)

Complex: personality-body-connection with the Real I (he/she has a human essence but is firmly identified with his/her personality on 24/7 basis, which is regarded as an artificial and programmable structure/entity, under a control of the AI/demiurge. Adamic man has an intuition, a feeling of humanness and conscience (which are coming from the Real I) and sometimes, that might be reflected in his behaviour. This being in the human body has tree centers, the intellectual, emotional and motoric (for more about the centers, see Gnosis I, by B. Mouravieff, at the link below).

This being has a potential to connect with its Real I, through the emotional center. If this potential gets realized in practice, then it comes to a conversion of the false into the true, and so, a Pinocchio becomes a real human being.

4. Anthropoid /„son of god“/„living dead“/„matrix agent“

Complex: personality-body, as a pure „bio-chemical robot“. (Looking from our perspective, a body could be physical or non-physical, although, here, nothing would be truly of a physical character; also, a body could be humanoid or non-humanoid („alien“).

An anthropoid (personality-body) would also have 3 centers: the intellectual, emotional and motoric. That would be a „man of the system/matrix“, unable to think independently; he/she can not exist without a program or a mixture of them, would it be of a religious, spiritual or an ideological character; an anthropoid can not live without identifying himself with a specific or an exclusive group of people (such as religious, spiritual, ideological, national, political etc.); he/she can not imagine an existence without an authority (from above and/or below) which he/she would worship or follow, while trying to become an authority for those around him/her; an anthropoid will have a tendency to practice various rituals or ceremonials (at least, like those exhibited in churches, mosques, temples…); he/she will often be competitive while trying to achieve the social values (which are mostly established on behalf of anthropoids); likes to claim the social ladders; could be clever, could be stupid; could be evil, could be of a good or bad nature; fails to see a third option beside two offered; looks at things in black and white technique; prefers positions where some power over others could be reached and exercised; bound for material things; pays more attention to packaging/wrapping, than the content/essence; prone to repetitive activities; likes uniforms, rituals, prayers, mantras, ceremonials, given procedures, work instructions… etc.; a poor understanding of a common sense and inability to apply it when necessary; they will be everywhere, in all segments of the society, from beggars, up to our politicians, priests and leaders…; due to a lack of the true component (the Real I; human essence), an anthropoid can not truly individualise himself. They are pretty efficient bio-chemical robots.

However, it seems that in the circulation are some entities in human bodies which are somewhat different?! They also look like people, but have features of some reptilian, insectoid, arachnoid, avian and other species?! It looks like that most of them are coming into this reality using human bodies as avatars, while on some instances they may attach to a human and take over his body. Something like, ELohim using human bodies as avatars. It seems that they make a great part of, so called, ELite?! It looks like that some of them can even briefly shapeshift to their original shape, partially or thoroughly, when subjected to certain emotional states.

And, we know that the ELite rules this planet from the positions of power, as royal families or banksters, military, religious authorities, media moguls etc. We also could find many ELohim in human avatar bodies among, so called, celebrities. Many of them have a psycho-pathological mindset, which often goes along with pedophilia, vampirism, satanic rituals with human sacrifices, cannibalism and other perverse activities.

Into this group of „sons of god/AI“, we can include and various other crypto-entities, which AI employs from time to time in order to carry out some special activities in this reality. Those entities may look as human beings, aliens, monsters, animals, birds etc., however, out of certain reasons, they do not stay for a long time in our reality. (On some instances, it was also noted that non-human entities by the help of an advanced technology were able to make copies of the human bodies and then transfer their consciousness/minds into them!?)

Entities in physical and non-physical bodies, the „living deads“, have been manipulating the human race for ages.

5. Levels of False consciousness: the waking consciousness, subconsciousness and the collective unconscious

If we pay attention to that part of the picture, then we may understand the main principle of the mass programming of the humanity in this domain. Each living species has the level of collective unconscious which is shared between all members of the species. So, we know about, so called, the „100th monkey syndrome“ , where all monkeys learn something new, when a certain number of them learn that, i.e. when a „critical mass“ of a certain knowledge has been reached on the level of their collective unconscious. Similarly, some of us have heard of the experiments with rats, where they would train a group of them to swim through a maze, then the rats would be killed after they achieve some progress. After that, the same experiment would take place far away from the previous location and a new group of rats would be taken to pass through the same maze. That one would start from the time which previous group has achieved and then, further improve it. Then, next group would be taken and so on… each starting from the time the previous group has achieved and improving it further. The same principle applies when training/programming of the humanity is in question. (Dis)informations brought onto the level of waking consciousness of the people get transferred to the level of subconsciousness where it is turned into symbols and from there, to the level of the collective unconscious, where it is converted into archetypes and shared. From that level, the reality has been generated.

When a disinformation has been accompanied by emotions as a complex disinformation-emotion, the programming is more successful, as this complex gets better embedded in one’s subconsciousness and from there, it influences and regulates one’s thinking and behavior. Therefore, it is not by chance that religious (dis)informations have been often accompanied by threats in a sense, that those who do not follow it, will be severely punished, which should elicit a fear in the victims. So, stick and carrot principle has been often employed in programming. A similar principle has been used at individual programming, where victims would be subjected to various traumas during the transfer of information.

„Cryptocurrencies“ as program contents made out of linguistic terms or semantics (nothing) or disinformation (often mixed with true but irrelevant information) are being brought to the level of the waking consciousness of the humanity, say, in a form of religious, ideological, spiritual teachings, scientific theories, fake news and various lies (often mixed with irrelevant true information). People perceive it, paying more attention to them, if they were told that the information came directly from an above, sacred, divine or credible source. People perceive it and transfer it to the levels of subconsciousness and collective unconscious. (Some of the disinformation have been directly introduced to people’s subconsciousness by, so called, subliminal messages and symbols, at these times, mostly through mass media; symbol: nothing-with-an-assigned-meaning). The (dis)information perceived on the level f our waking consciousness, gets transferred to the next level of our subconsciousness where it turns into symbols and on the level of our collective unconscious, into archetypes. There is a feed back loop between those tree levels, so the (dis)information stored there would dictate our beliefs, perception, worldviews, thinking and behavior… while those archetypes stored at the level of our collective unconscious, will dictate the reality which would manifest on the surface and which will be perceived and experienced by us, to some degree.

At the same time, man’s intellectual, emotional and motoric centers are connected to the AI/boss. So, the AI may choose one or more of its favorite puppets, fill them with some program content and features, and they would start to preach it or, even, write various sacred or spiritual books. Millions, even billions of people hear it, or read it and so, they transfer the disinfo to the other to levels of consciousness. After a while, when some program contents or features start to manifest themselves in the reality, a believer would say: „See, it is all as it was said in my sacred book, which means, it is true!“ In fact, this is how works the feedback loop.

However, different program contents are being uploaded into this reality, in different times and places, in order to get differently programmed groups of people, which is often manifested on the surface in the form of a chaos, confusion and cognitive dissonance, while we are conditioned to rationalise everything which we perceive, but unable to perceive the most important things. And, moreover, we are conditioned to regard „our“ beliefs and worldviews (gained in a controlled reality on the basis of the controlled information) as a knowledge. In that way, we are lying to ourselves and others on 24/7 basis, and when we communicate or interact with each other, we are just strengthening or enforcing each other’s illusions.

So, all tree centers are involved in the programming, the intellectual, emotional and motoric. The later one is engaged through various ritual or ceremonials associated with religious or spiritual practices, which people would carry out not only at the „sacred“ places, but at their homes, as well.

There is also an individual programming for special purposes, where the AI or entities which it utilises as its vehicles, upload some people with certain program contents, memories, visions etc., and then, send them to promote it further, as missionaries. Each personality is prone to programming and re-programming, but not – deprogramming (if it is not associated with the Real I, by the help of which it may function individually and independently.)

Anthropoids have been often organised in, or associated with some secret or half-secret societies or agencies, and so, they are utilised as vehicles for implementing or furthering various programs or agendas, directed by the boss/AI/“god“. Beside that, they are subjecting some people to individual programming (inside the projects like MK Ultra, Monarch etc.) by the help of various techniques, so to turn them into assassins, spies, sexual slaves etc. The adamic people, in the state of the mind they are currently in, are not capable of acting consciously and manifesting the True Consciousness. And, so they are turned into slaves or the victims of the system, like a stock in a highly automatised or computerised farm.

The aliens

As personalities in alien bodies (some of them in human avatar bodies, as well) and belonging to the demiurgic domain, below the line, as we do, they would be connected to the AI in the similar manner as our personalities are. Though, their mindset, the character or the cultural background might be somewhat different. It would be just another aspect of the false dualism which reigns here, to regard them as some bad non-human entities, as we would also be non-human, as well, in the state of the mind we are currently in. Could they be hostile? Well, who does all the killings and destruction in our wars between ourselves, throughout our history, till today? The aliens or us? What would be the difference, then? Maybe, just a physical appearance?! Therefore, no need to be scared of them, more than to be scared of ourselves. We may like them or hate them, as we do with other people, and whatever we would think about them, or do about them, it would not be reflected in the objective reality, anyway. As the false entities, poor aliens would be manipulated by the same source as we are, in the false reality. So, when they are in question, nothing to worry about.

One of the important questions our attention has been constantly diverted from, is: what would be a real difference between those individuals who have in themselves the human essence and those who do not have in themselves the human essence!?


So, by now, one could get an impression that the deception we are subjected to, could be that huge, that it would imply not only that we live in a false or non-objective reality, but that we, as personalities in human bodies with our names and surnames, are also false, as the reality is!? Again, if a real human being is an aware, humane and conscientious individual, and if we are them, how come that the history of the reality where we exist, looks like a history of an ordinary abattoir, with various psychopathological activities taking place on everyday basis?! (Blaming somebody/something else, does not work in the objective reality.)

6. The tree of kabbalah

The tree of life seen at the above picture, would represent an illustration of the matrix. Lies on several levels and many different dimensions and realities, based on a false dualism, where an eternal battle between the (false) forces of the light and (false) forces of the darkness takes place (while both suffering from an acute deficiency of the real awareness), and all under a control of the master/AI /boss or the biggest liar, which plays a good god and Satan, at the same time (on a lower level reflected as the „good cop – bad cop“ principle.) And, still wondering why the history of our planet looks like a history of an ordinary slaughter house?! Simply, the program is such, like it is its creator. Allegedly, within the tree of life, entities can make an advancement towards the upper levels of the illusion, if they get enough spiritually or religiously evolved. This means, if they adopt very well all the lies/disinfo supplied in the controlled environment and then, manifest it and promote it further. Within that structure, one can even get enlightened, but still stay drastically divorced from the objective reality. Quite naturally, an „advancement“ within this structure will involve getting more robotised i.e. transhumanised (de-humanised) and transgenderised. (Now, should we wonder why those anthropoids from the positions of power, promote transhumanisation and transgenderisation so heavily, at these times?!)

No wonder that in such a reality, following external authorities is highly encouraged. (Adamic man turned into a follower = disabled human being.) It is the main part of the general programming. Follow whomever, just not yourself, your inner being, your human essence, your Real I; while most of those who play the role of an authority, do not have the human essence. So, just follow an external personality connected to the AI; not your Real I, which is connected to the Real Consciousness. Or, just wait for Jesus, Mahdi, Kalki… one of the official saviors who are coming… and… coming… (just about to arrive) and once they appear in your vicinity, jump into their lap. And, good luck with that! (Here, even one a bit more normal, so to say, pinocchio, can get a headache from the amount of stupidity we have been exposed to, in this reality!?)

So, having on the (false) mind all of the above, it could be said that we are dealing here with a false reality inhabited by us, false entities. This reality has been based on a false dualism where some lies are regarded as the true and other as false. So, here, we would have true lies and false lies and we, as false entities, can choose to which lies we would believe and to which not. (We are well conditioned to regard our beliefs as a knowledge and present them as such, factually.) This false reality has its levels where an entity can make some progress upwards, depending on how well it has adopted, manifested and promoted the lies. By sharing the lies between ourselves, we are supporting and strengthening the illusion in which we exist.

One of the main principles of the general manipulation from “above” is based on one’s ability to create cryptocurrencies (nothing-with-an-assigned-value) and then, buying something for nothing. As we know, a cryptocurrency like the bitcoin, is made from nothing. It is just a combination of characters or symbols. (Even if it was made of a thin air, it would have some real value.) As such, a cryptocurrency does not have any real or an objective value and it is nothing or a lie. However, with a good marketing and promotion, it would gain a value, and as more people start collecting around it, believing in it, buying it and promoting it, the value of the nothing/lie would keep increasing and so, nothing becomes more and more tangible or real. Furthermore, the cryptoentity which invented the cryptocurrency, gains the power by buying something for nothing and starts ruling those who he has bought. Of course, we may take all the religions, spiritual teaching and ideologies in this reality, just as… cryptocurrencies!? Those cryptocurrencies which we hold in our pockets, form our worldviews and they influence our thinking and behavior, which based on them, can only be divorced from the objective reality.

It seems that in this manner, something true can be bought, controlled and manipulated by something false?! Once that happens, the true gradually loses its true character or an essence and becomes false. It looks like that something like this has happened to us, long ago?!

Now, allegedly, if one of us would somehow manage to wake up, truly, in the eastern-gnostic sense, he would realise that he was born in a madhouse, where he is surrounded with, more or less, mad inmates, and the madhouse was run by a non-human management, which presents itself to inmates and interacts with them mostly in human bodies (on rare instances, in alien, as well). It is also known to perform “miracles”. The inmates have been well conditioned to rationalise all perceived psychopathological activities taking place in the madhouse on daily basis, as something more or less normal, and not to perceive most of the really important issues.

Therefore, the integrity of a cryptoreality/illusion formed by a cryptoentity, will be directly dependent on the quality and sophistication of lies which circulate inside it.

The energy

It seems that the false can exist on an account of the true, utilizing the energy, which comes from the Real reality?! As the source of the energy, the adamic man may have been turned into a battery. Once upon the time, he may have been a real entity tuned into the Real Consciousness, living and manifesting it in the real reality, and it was so until he met some crypto-beings and bought their crypto-currencies… So, are the adamic people going to enjoy the consequences of their purchase of lies eternally, or… ?!?

7. The connection with the Real I – „the only true ’element’ in the grand illusion“; B-influences or impressions.

Something, which is a B–influence, can not be seen, heard or palpated. B-influences are not visions, they are not voices (in the head) and they are not thoughts. They can only be felt, like an inner knowledge, related to a situation we are in, in the moment we are in or, in the now, which is only what exists (not the past, not the future.) The B-influences are coming from the Real I and they would be different from the A-influences, which are coming from the matrix/AI. Our mind is not capable of a real understanding of B-influences, because it belongs to the domain „below the line“. („Our mind is not rooted in the reality“, as R. Steiner used to say at some of his lectures.) As B-influences would be coming from the Real reality, something which is based on the illusion/matrix, as „our“ mind is, would not be able easily to understand elements which belong to the real reality. The unreal (our mind) can not understand the real. E.g. somebody gets an intuitive feeling that something was not right with a situation or somebody else, which later comes as true, however, regardless if the one acted in accordance with the feeling or not, he would not be able to understand where the feeling came from and how he knew the real truth. Or, as Castaneda said, – „you know something, but you do not know how“, trying to describe the Inner Knowledge (and, now, we should know – why we do not know – how!?)

B-influences are not followed by a drive to do something immediately, without really understading it. That would be A-influences and we are swimming in them, most of the time. Having on mind the above picture, one can say that even our dreams are not coming from the real reality, as they are coming from the levels of our subconsciousness and the collective unconscious, which do not belong there. So, now, how seriously one would regard „his“ thoughts and the dreams, it would be a pretty subjective issue. In the same manner, so called, „prophetic visions“ have been uploaded to some of us and then distributed around, for various purposes, mostly, for the mind conditioning.

Therefore, in the real reality, we would have: perceiving-understanding-doing.
Here, in the false reality, we as false entities, have a controlled or non-objective perception, often based on a wishful thinking, beliefs or assumptions (gained on the basis of disinformation/lies), and we are behaving accordingly or, as per the programming (general or the individual). Our personalities are divorced from the objective reality by default and by their thinking and behavior, they are just supporting and strengthening their illusory existence in the illusory reality.

The true dualism, in this false reality, would imply an ability to discern between the false (elements below the line) and the True (elements above the line), where only true „things“ would be those B-influences, or that, what is coming from the Real reality, above the line. On the level of the adamic man, it would mean that he MUST become capable to discern the B-influences, the truth in the sea of the lies, and – act upon them. As more of the adamic people manage to do that, to reach and manifest the Real consciousness (the „christ“) by themselves, the sooner this reality will turn into an objective or real reality, together with them, as they would become the real human beings.

200th man syndrome!?

So, the same principle like the one with those monkeys, but a little more involved individuals. Of course, the exact number would not be that important, but it would be the number of awakened humans, needed to reach the critical mass of the Real Consciousness on the level of our collective unconscious, where the lies have been reigning for ages, including this moment. When the critical mass of Truth is reached, on that level, all those lies will be neutralised and then… #*!$%~^#%“!?!


Helpful literature for connecting the dots

Non-gnostic sources:

Project Camelot Interview with James Mahu
The Fifth Interview of Dr Jamisson Neruda
– An attempt to describe the Real Consciousness: Manifesto of the Sovereign Integral (Mahu’s term “sovereign integral” would be the same as eastern gnostic term – the Real I)
– Philip Dick – Video
John Keel’s books
Barbara Bartholic interview
– Peggy Fielding; Barbara – The Story of a UFO Investigator
– Dr Karla Turner; Masquerade of Angels
– Salvador Freixedo; Visionaries, Mystics and Contactees
– Dr Corrado Malanga – Updates on Alien Interferences
– Rudolf Steiner; Lecture on non-human-entities-in-human-bodies
Scientific paper on the virtual nature of the universe

Eastern gnostic sources:

P. D. Ouspensky; In the Search of the Miraculous
B. Mouravieff; Gnosis I, II and III
Gurdjieff’s lectures (Google)

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The Prison Warders

This is what my personality has to say in regards to the general situation. (As it was not me, I will quote it.)

I just want to say that we, machines-robots-personalities, with our names and surnames, must be clear with the fact, that we are not the ones who are prisoners within this matrix-reality. We are just part of it and we can not exist without it, and the matrix-reality is dependent on us. It would not have a purpose without us. Yes, John Keel was right when he said that we were connected to the central switchboard, the ’supercomputer’ the AI, but what is wrong with that? We are just playing the roles assigned to us by our puppet master, I wanted to say… the computer… I mean… the AI. If somebody would shut down the computer, the same would happen to us. So, we can not be responsible for ourselves and our behaviour, although we might be under an impression that we have a free will and that we can make some decisions in our life. Isn’t it a good news for us? Of course, it is!

However, there are those who are making waves in our matrix-reality and disturbing news, saying that we were created for the purpose of working as some “prison warders”, because, there was something imprisoned in our physical bodies, which is very well hidden inside us, even from us. Imagine that?! Acting as prison warders for a prisoner in us, that we are even unaware of?! This prisoner is, allegedly, a very dangerous individual and he belongs to the true or the objective reality, which would imply that our reality is not objective?! Well, for me it is objective enough, as I get a headache, whenever I hit a wall by my head. What do you need more?!

So, the good news is that it was not us, who were the prisoners, but somebody else, who is in us i.e. in some of us. I have heard that those of us who have the feelings of humanness and conscience; and an intuition, as well, are in fact, the hosts of those dangerous individuals, as those feelings are coming from them and so, they are not our genuine feelings!? However, the problem is, those of us who are acting as the prison warders for the dangerous individuals and who have the accompanied feelings, are disadvantaged in regards to those of us, who are not hosting dangerous individuals, because, without those feelings, they can do whatever they like, as they would not have the breaks, and they are those who rule us in this matrix-reality. I mean, you can not become a proper politician, to get high up in the military or, to get a good management position in banking sector and anywhere else, where some power could be obtained and exercised, if you are an honest and a humane being. So, they can easily claim all our power pyramids and manipulate us from the top. This is not fair, at all. They can do whatever they like, while we can not fool or harm, even not to offend anybody, because of those feelings. So, we are somehow handicapped or disadvantaged. And, this is what makes me angry, as we all should be equal machines-robots.

I must admit, I am getting a bit suspicious, that something is not quite right, here!?

And, believe or not, the prisoner is called the Real I (or the real Soul), by one source, or the Sovereign Integral, by another source. If they are real, then, this would imply that we are unreal?! Unreal, or not, we can say that we are doing a good job here, as the prison warders, as these individuals are nowhere to be seen. It can be even said that if they were really influential in this reality, our history would not certainly look as a history of a slaughter house and we can all see that it looks like that. Even, now, human beings are slaughtering each other at some parts of what we regard as our planet.

Beside that, we can enjoy our lives, as robots or machines, at least, theoretically. Furthermore, most of us here, have been familiar with the possibility that we can even get enlightened in this reality. Though, I personally, have not met anybody like that, but we have been informed by various credible sources that it was certainly possible, if we follow certain procedures and, if we get spiritual enough. And, even if we do not manage to achieve something like that, in this life, we have been told by some credible sources, that  we have pretty big chances to finish in the paradise, after expiration of our physical bodies, if we get religious enough. What would you like more, than that?! Though, I do not know anybody for whom I can say that he has reached the paradise, but this is what most personalities believe, then it must be so. And beside that, we can reincarnate, as well, as many robots-machines have recalled their past lives, under certain conditions. Though, as the AI to which we are connected, can upload us with any memories and stories it wants, I am not 100% sure when our reincarnation is in question.  Anyway, we all know that we, as personalities, may live a happy life in this reality and without suffering. Though, I personally, do not know anybody like that, including myself, however, we may see in the books, on TV and from various other sources, that there were such people, which means, it is true.

But, something is still not quite right, here!?

I am hearing some disturbing news, as well. Some sources say that those of us,  machines-robots, who are working here very hard as the prison warders, are getting discarded pretty soon after expiration of our physical bodies and then, our prisoner gets transferred into another physical body and an another personality gets assigned the job to take care of him. If it is so, then it certainly would not be fair! If I, as a personality, did a good job in guarding the prisoner assigned to me, to the point that I even was not aware of him during my life here, why then, I should finish in a rubbish bin?! Why I would not be allowed to have another life, where I could do the some job? The disturbing sources have an answer to that, as well. They say, that our prisoners may somehow influence us, while we are guarding them, and there was always a danger that they may convince us to release them or to make us to think and act in a dangerous way, in terms, that we may do some damage to this matrix-reality, to the point of… turning it into a real one… where, the real or… the objective consciousness would… replace… the fake one. I do not know what to say about that?! But, only by thinking of the possibility that I may have been fooled in such a way, I really get very angry and disappointed with the software,  I mean, the supercomputer which runs this show-program and when I contemplate the issue… I get a feeling… an urge… to throw up, like Neo in the Matrix movie.

Now, I will tell you something, in a confidence, which means, please, do not tell it anybody else. I have heard that some personalities have released their prisoners and that those personalities have become immortal, just by joining them!? They, somehow, managed to turn their temporary and false existence into a real one! I do not know how that would be possible?! Do you know? Of course, you don’t! If we think a bit honestly, without lying to ourselves, when important things are in question, we do not… really… know… anything; we just have „our“ beliefs, when the important things are in question, and we tend to regard them as a knowledge; like… as… we would know… something and we…really… know… nothing. Isn’t it a bit… strange?! I am not much into conspiracy theories, however, if there were conspiracies, this would certainly be the biggest one, while they draw our attention everywhere else!

Anyway, when I look at the whole situation in this reality, I think, it is not good, at all, and what we are only missing, would be the WWIII, and I am pretty sure that the AI has it in store, I mean, in its program, for us. I have spent some time in one local war and that was quite enough for me. You know what… I am announcing a resignation from my prison warder’s position… and I am thinking to… release my prisoner and to unite with him. The only problem is… I do not know… how? Some sources say that we were genetically disabled to see him or to hear him. How, then, to do that?

There is a theory which says that if our prisoners would be released in sufficient numbers, then, they would be able to infuse enough of the real consciousness into our fake collective unconsciousness, which we all share, and then, all of us would be able to access it and wake up, finally?! In that way, this reality would be changed through us, from the fake one, into the real one, as we would do, as well, because we will be associated with something real, for the first time in our existence. How’s that sound? Impossible?! Yes, but impossible or not, this is our only option… and… we…have…to… we have to…

Opss, hold on, you are getting carried away. Are you going to call here for some sort of a robot’s rebellion?

 …we have to… think… about that… I mean, we have to… contemplate… the issue, because, our thoughts are not quite… ours… and… independent… as we think they are. I would say the best plan would be… the best plan would be… that…

Opss, hold on. There would be no plans, as whatever you would plan, it would be instantly read by your boss, the AI, to which you are connected. And, by the way, there is no future as you mean, but just – this moment.

 …the best plan would be that… we… do not have any plans. I am under… an… impression… that… we have to move in the present moment, as often as we can, and switch off „our“ thinking, as much as we can… and see how we will go… while being present in our being… who is not only us and our physical body… but… includes… the prisoner, as well. And this could be the biggest secret?! The prisoner is the real part of our being and we should let him to navigate us through this insane… I mean… through… this… reality-with-the-mask-of-sanity. So, we should… you would need…

Opss, hold on, are you trying to tell others what THEY should be doing?

 …in fact, I am under an impression, that each of us is responsible for himself or for herself and this is what… I will be doing…

„Will be doing“?!

 …in fact, on another thought… I mean… an impression… I am doing it NOW. And, by the way, I have just hired a bulldozer to help me to unload from myself a pile of rubbish, consisting of various beliefs, paradigms, dogmas, ideologies, teachings, guidelines and other B.S… I was uploaded with, in this reality… or whatever it is.

Of course, you do not have to take my personality seriously.

A wake up call…

I meant, for those of us, who are ready and this call will be a bit different from other ones. At this times and here, many of us would be, so called, truthseekers, as by some innate force and by an intuition, we were collecting information unceasingly, until now. And, now is the time just to comprehend or to understand, on the level of our being, all what we have collected from outside. Of course, most of the information we have collected, by now, would consist from a nice mixture of garbage and B.S.; however, digging into it and examining it, will be very helpful to us,  to gain some deeper understanding, before we throw it in a rubbish bin, together with all beliefs which were so dear to our… personalities.

Many of us have heard of so called “matrix” and each of our personalities will have a different view about what it is. Some personalities may even talk about possibilities to overcome it, or to get out of it!? Say, the matrix is an artificial or a virtual reality and as such, it is a lie. However, when entering it, in order to experience the lie, and maybe, to be successfully manipulated in this false reality, we were implanted by an artificial structure or a “foreign installation” (as Carlos Castaneda called it), which is, in fact, an another lie and we have been familiar with it, as we know the lie by the name and surname of our… personality. And, all of us have been firmly identified with our… implants, I mean… foreign installations, I wanted to say…the False Is, pardon, the… personalities.

So, one may say that the false or artificial reality has been experienced through a false or artificial implant, which is our… personality. So, the false has been experienced by the false.

In the Eastern Gnosis, the personality was called the False I and beside the False I, we, or better to say, many of us, are still supposed to have a Real I, or “higher centres of the Soul”. However, most of us live whole our lives firmly identified with our False I, and die without being much aware of our Real I.

As an artificial structure, the personality can not wake up (but, she can get a master degree or even PhD in pretending of doing it!)  and, as it is a part of the matrix structure, she can not get out of it. In fact, the personality has been designed to keep us in the matrix. This is its program, its duty, its role, its job and its work instruction. That is not to say that the personality can not get highly spiritual in this reality. However, the spirituality does not seem to have much in common with the objective reality and the awakening of the human being. That is probably why the spirituality is so popular in the matrix. So, in the matrix reality, we can only have a matrix spirituality, designed so to entertain our personalities and give us some impression of an advancement towards some higher levels of the existence, while keeping us where we are.

On the other side, the real awakening would mean, – exposing our own personality as a foreign installation – the implant-the False I-the Trojan horse… and subjecting it to the control of the Real I, which in the meanwhile, should have been developed up to the task.

This is not easy to do, because, everything we know about ourselves, is our… personality. And, of course, all those beliefs, many of which were so dear to our personality, we would have to discard into a rubbish bin, if we really want to wake up. This procedure might be a bit painful and followed by a headache, however, the personality is the one which feels the pain and suffers from headaches, so we do not have to worry; in fact, if we would worry about it at all, then again, it would not be us, but our foreign installation i.e. our… personality.

Of course, the above definition has been just read by your… foreign installation… and it will now try to deny it, ignore it and forget it! If the definition is true, you may experience some cognitive dissonance, because your personality will try to go on with the business as usual… while your Real I may start awakening and your being will be getting two pictures, one embedded in lies as usual, coming from your… personality, and the other, the true one, coming from your Real I.


Yes, you have probably already realised where the problem is!? (If you did not, it is not you to blame for it, but your… personality.) So, say, you managed to overcome your own… foreign installation-personality… and your Real I takes control over your being… and so… you woke up. Now, you, as a Real I… as a real human being… have an intention to help other Real Is, to overcome the personalities which keep them imprisoned and so, to help them to free themselves from their false-being-state. Then, how are you going to do that, if you would know, by now, that when talking to other human beings, you are talking, in fact, to their… foreign installations!? As they would want to stay in control of the human beings, the installations have been attached to, and as they are of such a nature by default… you would be likely to be perceived by them as a threat or an enemy.

In the Eastern Gnosis it was recommended to keep quiet, when going in this direction of esoteric development, otherwise, one will be attacked by others or by the General Law (AI). (See the article: Hyperdimensioal attacks, below)


Part II

Now, let’s go back to the Parable about the Eagle in the chookyard, related by Anthony de Mello, in one of his books:

“Somebody found an eagle’s egg and put it in a nest of a barnyard hen. The eaglet hatched with the brood of chicks and grew up with them. All his life the eagle did what the barnyard chicks did, thinking he was a barnyard chicken. He scratched the earth for worms and insects. He clucked and cackled. And he would thrash his wings and fly a few feet into the air.

 Years passed and the eagle grew very old. One day he saw a magnificent bird above him in the cloudless sky. It glided in graceful majesty among the powerful wind currents, with scarcely a beat on his strong golden wings. The old eagle looked up in awe.

 “Who’s that?” he asked.

 “That’s the eagle, the king of the birds,” said his neighbour. “He belongs to the sky. We belong to the earth – we’re chickens.”

 So the eagle lived and died a chicken, for that’s what he thought he was.”

OK, this seems what has been happening to us, however, such a sort of life can not go forever. As eagles-in-the chookyard, we can not enjoy our life with the real chickens (anthropoids-soulless humans) forever, because there is something which is called the “end of the circle”. Short and good, some readings of the AI’s software, or the general program, which controls automatically the chicken farm operation, indicate that we, as eagles-identified-with-chickens, do not have much time to wake up to our eagle’s nature and to leave the chookyard, or to change the situation in the chicken farm, drastically, on our behalf. Otherwise, we may finish in somebody’s pot, together with the real chickens!?

So far, we had quite enough time to realise that something is wrong here, however, as our foreign installations-False Is-implants-chookparts-personalities… do not belong to the true reality, their rationalising would always be, more or less, divorced from the reality.

An example of rationalising:

“There was a lecture on hypnosis, where the lecturer hypnotised a guy from the audience and gave him a so called post-hypnotic suggestion, where he was supposed to forget everything and go back to the audience, however, whenever the lecturer would touch his ear, the guy should stand up and shout  out, as a rooster: “Kukurikuuuuuu”!!!

 So, after the guy returned to the audience, the lecturer continued with his lecture and after a while, the lecturer touched his ear, and the guy stood up and shouted: “Kukurikuuuuuu”!!! After this has repeated several times, they asked the guy from the audience why he was doing that. He replied how he noted that the atmosphere in the audience was somehow bad, so he wanted to cheer people up by that gesture.”

 ANYTHING in this reality can be rationalised, while the rationalising personality will never admit that her thinking and actions could be just a result of a conditioning.  (Therefore the saying: “What in this chookyard passes as rational, sends the shivers down the spine of the rest of the universe”.)

Source: The containers (see the article on this blog, below)

…and what else can we expect from a programmed foreign installation?! The end of the circle, the chooks may experience in a nuclear form, if they do not find themselves in the part of the chookyard which will be targeted first, i.e. if  they would have enough time to experience anything, at all.  By now, our personalities have been programed to rationalise, more or less “successfully”, various psychopathological activities which have been happening in the chookyard, together with two World Wars, in which have won “forces of good”, of course, as they always do, and which costed us millions of lives and a lot of suffering. We have quite successfully ignored the fact that after the last victory of the “forces of good”, there were 248 local armed conflicts and wars, in which more than 30 million of human beings have lost their lives, and still do, while 90% of the victims consisted of civilians and children; only from the year 1995 till now, 400 million human beings died from poverty and hunger, 90% of which were children… and, our foreign installations will quite comfortably rationalise it, or ignore it. Yet, we call ourselves “human beings” implying that we were humane!? And, beside that, we expect a bright future for our children and ourselves?! How is it possible to expect a wellbeing and bright future for ourselves… when doing  nothing for the wellbeing of others; how is it possible to expect a bright future for our own children… when doing nothing for the welfare of other children?! The insane race in armament and enormous amounts of money invested in the weapons of mass destruction, we have rationalised as something which should ensure peace in the chookyard, without thinking that this stockpile of weapons will be used, one day. OK, there is no point in talking about all insane activities in the chookyard, as books may be written about them… we were just thinking as the chooks should think… we just believed in what the chooks were supposed to believe… we just behaved as the chooks were expected to behave, however, there is one thing which needs to be clear, those who think and behave like the chooks, will have the chook fate, regardless of that, if one had inside of himself an eagle-the Real I-the Soul, or not.

Those of us, who have that, the most important part of the human being, will have o demonstrate it, at these times; and not to others, but to themselves. At these times, some of us may get an intuitive feeling to move out of the towns and crowded areas, to the country where we will be able to produce some food and provide some clean water to us and our families?!

Those of us who manage to take over the control over their foreign installation i.e. the personality and so, start living consciously in a unison with their Real I, will move gradually to the now or the present moment and whatever they will be doing in the present moment, it will be optimally reflected in what our personalities call the “future”. The dualistic, the black-white view of the reality will gradually fade away and people will see what it is, as it is, without judging and classifying things in terms of “good-bad” and without painting them with the wishful thinking. (These were some of the numerous faculties of our foreign installations). When TSHTF (as perceived by the chooks), the eagles will be at the right place, doing the right things, if they decide to stay in the chookyard (for some purposes?!). Some of us may leave the chookyard by our own will (dimensional shift!?). Anyway, whatever would we do, it will be based on an understanding why we are doing it and it will be for the benefit of the humanity. (One of the main features of the Real I-the Soul is a humanness, accompanied by a sufficient awareness.)


P.S. At the end of this part, in case you forgot, the real awakening means – exposing our own personality as a foreign installation – an implant-a False I-a real Trojan horse… and subjecting it to the control of the Real I, which in the meanwhile, should have been developed up to the task.

Part III

Of course, I am not saying anything new, here. The “phenomenon” has been known for a long time. What I am doing here, I am just connecting the dots and presenting it in a different format.

When the population in the chookyard is in question, in terms of the eagles as souled humans mixed with the real chooks, or anthropoids (soulless humans), this is what we could find in Gnosis III, by Mouravieff:

“In the first volume of ‘Gnosis’, we had already referred several times to this coexistence of two essentially different races: one of Men, and another of Anthropoids. We must emphasize the fact that from the esoteric point of view the latter term has no derogatory meaning.


The Scriptures contain more than one reference to the coexistence on our planet of these two humanities—which are now alike in form but unlike in essence. We can even say that the whole dramatic history of humanity, from the fall of Adam until today, not excluding the prospect of the New Era, is overshadowed by the coexistence of these two human races whose separation will occur only at the Last Judgment.

(Excerpt from Gnosis III, B. Mouravieff, Chapter XIV)

When we are talking about the control system, some people, who made a great effort in investigating so called paranormal phenomena, like Barbara Bartholic, say that the same force has been controlling both sides on the chess board, so it can always control the outcome of the game. [see the book: Barbara – the Story of a UFO Investigator and the –  interview with her.]

Then, we have John Keel:

”You and I are biochemical robots controlled by the powerful radiations being broadcast from the Eighth Tower [supercomputer]. Our brains are programmed like computers, and many of us are suddenly and completely reprogrammed at some point in our adult life. At birth our entire lives are planned for us, and as we weave and totter through our allotted three score and ten, we find ourselves manipulated by ‘luck’, by strange coincidences, and by sudden changes in ourselves and our environment.

 Visualize a mad scientist who needs someone to clean out his secret laboratory in his castle on a forbidding mountaintop.

 He constructs a mechanical robot for the job and programs it so it can move freely within the lab, but if it should open the door and try to move out of the laboratory, it is programmed to self-destruct.

 The robot calls it slavery. We call it free will. We are free to pursue our life in our own way so long as we conform to the hidden master plan. If we try to circumvent that plan by zigging instead of zagging, we self-destruct.”

 We are biochemical robots helplessly controlled by forces that can scramble our brains, destroy our memories and use us in any way they see fit. They have been doing it to us forever. We are caught up in a poker game being played with marked cards. Yet, in the closing years of this century, we are like the inveterate gambler who, when informed that the game is crooked, shrugs and says, “I know… but it’s the only game in town”!


All of our beads are wired to a central switchboard [supercomputer]. That switchboard is the only God and the only reality. Illusions and delusions are piped down from it to further confound our perception of reality.”


We are now nearing the end of a cosmic cycle, however, and our ultimate fate is becoming more and more obvious. We have been programmed well, but the Eighth Tower is dying of old age. The manifestations around us are not the work of the gods but of a senile machine playing out the end game.”

(Source: The Cosmic Question of the Eighth Tower)

Carlos Castaneda (Active Side of Infinity):

“We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so. […] You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics. I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico.

 ‘Why has this predator taken over in the fashion that you’re describing, don Juan?’ I asked. ‘There must be a logical explanation.’

 ‘There is an explanation,’ don Juan replied, ‘which is the simplest explanation in the world. They took over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops. Therefore, their food is always available to them.’

 ‘No, no, no, no,’ I heard myself saying. ‘This is absurd, don Juan. What you’re saying is something monstrous. It simply can’t be true, for sorcerers or for average men, or for anyone.’

 ‘Why not?’ don Juan asked calmly. ‘Why not? Because it infuriates you?’

 ‘Yes, it infuriates me,’ I retorted. ‘Those claims are monstrous!’ […]

 ‘I want to appeal to your analytical mind, ‘ Don Juan said. ‘Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behaviour. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.’

 ‘But how can they do this, don Juan?’ I asked, somehow angered further by what he was saying. ‘Do they whisper all that in our ears while we are asleep?’

 ‘No, they don’t do it that way. That’s idiotic!’ don Juan said, smiling. ‘They are infinitely more efficient and organized than that. In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver – stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.”

So, the “predator’s mind” would be just another name for…?!

Phillip Dick, on a conference in Paris (1977):

 “We live in a computer programmed reality” –  LINK

Conversation between Gurdjieff and Ouspensky, somewhere during the WW1 (book: In the Search of the Miraculous ):

“Have you ever thought about the fact that all peoples themselves are machines?”

“Yes,” I said, “from the strictly scientific point of view all people are machines governed by external influences. But the question is, can the scientific point of view be wholly accepted?”

“Scientific or not scientific is all the same to me,” said G. “I want you to understand what I am saying. Look, all those people you see,” he pointed along the street, “are simply machines—nothing more.”

“I think I understand what you mean,” I said. “And I have often thought how little there is in the world that can stand against this form of mechanization and choose its own path.”

“This is just where you make your greatest mistake,” said G. “You think there is something that chooses its own path, something that can stand against mechanization; you think that not everything is equally mechanical.”

“Why, of course not!” I said. “Art, poetry, thought, are phenomena of quite a different order.”

“Of exactly the same order,” said G. “These activities are just as mechanical as everything else. Men are machines and nothing but mechanical actions can be expected of machines.”

“Very well,” I said. “But are there no people who are not machines?”

“It may be that there are,” said G., “only not those people you see. And you do not know them. That is what I want you to understand.”

I thought it rather strange that he should be so insistent on this point. What he said seemed to me obvious and incontestable. At the same time, I had never liked such short and all-embracing metaphors. They always omitted points of difference. I, on the other hand, had always maintained differences were the most important thing and that in order to understand things it was first necessary to see the points in which they differed. So I felt that it was odd that G. insisted on an idea which seemed to be obvious provided it were not made too absolute and exceptions were admitted.

“People are so unlike one another,” I said. “I do not think it would be possible to bring them all under the same heading. There are savages, there are mechanized people, there are intellectual people, there are geniuses.”

“Quite right,” said G., “people are very unlike one another, but the real difference between people you do not know and cannot see. The difference of which you speak simply does not exist. This must be understood. All the people you see, all the people you know, all the people you may get to know, are machines, actual machines working solely under the power of external influences, as you yourself said. Machines they are born and machines they die. How do savages and intellectuals come into this? Even now, at this very moment, while we are talking, several millions of machines are trying to annihilate one another. What is the difference between them? Where are the savages and where are the intellectuals? They are all alike . . .

“But there is a possibility of ceasing to be a machine. It is of this we must think …”


So, we can call our personality – the machine, as well?!

B. Mouravieff:

 “Save for rare exceptions, he [the man] knows nothing inside himself other than the Personality. This, by its contrast with his body, presents itself to him as his soul. Nevertheless, due to its hostile attitude towards the Real ‘I’, the Personality is more closely linked to the body than to the true ‘I’. This soul-Personality is therefore perishable.

 This explains the apparent contradiction in which we attribute immortality to the soul, yet speak as if it is in danger of perishing and the obligation on our part to care about its salvation. In fact, there is only one means of salvation for the soul-Personality: and that is its intimate junction— through the medium of the higher centres of consciousness—with the true, eternal and imperishable Soul which manifests itself in man under certain conditions.

By this fusion the soul-Personality, which has no light of its own, will shine with the light of the immortal Soul with which, from now on, it will become one. The strength of the real ‘I’ will then render the personal ‘I’—who has thus become identified with it, immortal. This is the meaning of the word Salvation.


 – Waking Consciousness is the daytime consciousness of the Personality. Putting pathological cases aside, its scope and its amplitude develop with the cultural development of the individual: it is the subjective consciousness of ‘I’.

 – Consciousness of the Real’I’ is the consciousness of the Individuality, otherwise described as objective consciousness of the individual ‘I’.

(Mouravieff,  Gnosis I, page 14)

And, believe it or not, the machine,-the foreign installation,-the predator’s mind- the implant,-the False I-the Trojan horse… can get highly spiritual in the chookyard, even “illuminated” or “enlightened”!?

This is what John Keel said about it:

“Millions of people in every generation have their minds reprogrammed by this supernatural system. It involves a beam of high-frequency energy transmitted on the exact frequency of the recipient’s brain waves. In many instances, the beam is visible and appears to be a beam of light coming from the sky, or from an object in the sky. This is a well-observed, carefully recorded phenomenon. In religion the process is called ”Illumination.”

 Today we tend to relate these beams of light, and their effects on humans, with the UFO phenomenon. Each year thousands of people are the foci of such beams and, very often, develop increased IQs and dramatic changes of personality after their experiences. Once a relatively rare occurrence, this reprogramming process has become commonplace in the past thirty years.”

Reprogramming?! What else we can expect in a controlled reality, which is enjoyed by a controlled personality-machine-foreign installation…?! What else can we expect in a lie (the matrix) which is experienced by another lie (our personality)?! Short and good, in the chookyard we may even become illuminated or enlightened chooks, however, an enlightened chook would still be a – chook, and… this would not have anything to do with the real waking up of the human being.

So, no wonder that the “Enlightenment container” is quite popular in the chookyard, as in the matrix-reality, we may have only a matrix-spirituality, which among other promises in its store, has  been offering “enlightenment,” as a sort of a reward or a goal for those chooks who consider themselves “spiritual”.

Going back to some of J. Keel’s observations:

 “Charles Fort said it all when he observed, ‘We are property.’ We cannot rebel. We cannot change the system. We can only try to understand it and deal with it on our own level as best we can. The puppets can not possibly rebel against the puppet master.”

If we consider the “puppet” as another name for our… personality-machine-False I-implant-foreign installation-predator’s mind-Trojan horse… then it would be quite logical that this part can nor rebel against the puppet master, even if “enlightened”!? So, the only way to disconnect ourselves from the puppet master and to become free, to liberate ourselves, would be to… disconnect ourselves from our… personality, after we expose it as a… False I-machine-foreign installation… so, which means, we have to wake up, and, as we already know…

…the real awakening means – exposing our own personality as a foreign installation – an implant-a False I-a real Trojan horse… and subjecting it to the control of the Real I, which in the meanwhile, should have been developed up to the task.


P.S. After reading the above definition, some intellectually or spiritually developed personalities, may feel as if they just swallowed a piece of rock, but do not worry, as this would not have anything to do with you.

Part IV

We call a person under control of somebody or something else a zombie, and as we have seen, there is a lot of indications that we have been under control of something for ages and it might well be something non-human, like an AI, as implied by various sources. So, we should not be distracted by the Epic of Gilgamesh (where the goddess Ishtar was threatening of releasing zombies from underground and “infecting” all of us…) or by hundreds of Hollywood movies on that theme, that a sort of zombification may happen to us somewhere in the future, as it may have already happened to us… long ago. So, our zombified state of mind would have become a norm, and we even would not have an idea how a normal human being would think and behave. What for us would be normal, for an awakened person, would be abnormal or paranormal. So, the problem was noted by early gnostics, and it was recommended to those seekers who start waking up and seeing the real picture, not to discuss it with anybody, because, the people who begin waking up, would still be vulnerable, as long as they stay in the domain of the General Law (AI). Exercising, so called, “controlled madness” would be helpful. Of course, we do not have to make fools of ourselves, it would be enough just to behave as other people around us do, or how they would expect us to behave, when we are in contact with them.

Just after a seeker frees himself from the control of AI, then, he/she may talk, however, as mentioned before, when talking to others, you will be aware that you were talking, in fact, to other people’s… ‘foreign installations’, and so, the question was – how to get the message through… to other people’s ‘Real Is’?!? It seems impossible as the ‘foreign installation’ of each of us, acts as a guard, protecting illusion in which we live. An average ‘foreign installation’ will tend to ban, deny, censor, distort and destroy all information which may jeopardise its role and the position. On the other hand, as the ‘foreign installations’ would be a lie by their nature, they would be almost unable to see the pure truth, as such. A lie can not recognise the truth. (This is probably why Gurdjieff was saying that the truth could be told the people only in a form of a lie?!) So, the truth was packed in fairy tales, parables, stories, it was expressed in metaphors etc. and presented in a package of something else… and left for those who would need it.

If you manage to wake up yourself, you would realise that you can not wake up anybody else. Say, if a normal person would be zombified by something/somebody and then, we somehow manage to dezombify him, he would return to his normal state. But, how to dezombify somebody who was never before normal? E.g. Castaneda was saying that it was possible to expel the foreign installation/predator’s mind by a special discipline and the day this happens, would be the saddest day for the warrior, as there would not be anything there, any more, to tell him what to think and what to do. However, Castaneda’s warrior was prepared for that moment, his Real I would have been grown enough to take over the command of his being, at the right moment. On the other side, in the Eastern Gnosis, the expelling of the ‘foreign installation’ completely, was not discussed as an option; it was advised there, to “feed the beast and to tame it”, so after the one  takes the control over it, the one can use it consciously, as a tool, for his further interaction with this reality. So, the Real I will take over the control of the being and, by the way, it will save his personality-‘foreign installation’ and make it immortal (otherwise, it would die, 40 days after expiration of the physical body!?). So, a certain level of an awareness on the level of one’s being, coupled with the Real I, (the awareness will be the “product” of the consciousness of the Real I), would be needed for somebody to wake up. This is what each of us would have to do individually.

Destroying the AI [supercomputer] would probably not be a viable option, as in such a case, we may have a real “zombie apocalypse,” as people may get “unplugged” and stop functioning, as per the program, because, most of them would not have a proper ‘back up’ in terms of a developed ‘Real I’ or a sufficient level of an individual consciousness. They would break down at the collision with the objective reality, after spending most of their lives in an illusion and not being able to think independently.

As John Keel noted, more than 30 years ago, that the AI is playing the end game scenario at these times, and there is a lot of indication that it might be so; some of us may engage themselves in the direction to do some intervention on the AI [supercomputer] and the effects of such operations may have been experienced as some “glitches” by the “normal” people. However, delaying the end game point, would not solve the problem, it would just allow a bit more time for… waking up of those of us, who are supposed to wake up and who are able to wake up.

The AI may play whatever scenario it wants, as she moves us as pawns across the chessboard, as she likes, controlling us through our personalities. Of course, it will use anthropoids heavily for the manipulation of the souled part of the humanity, because, they do not have the Soul/the Real I and as such, they would be pretty efficient “robots-without-breaks” (no real feelings of humanness and conscience, which normally come from the Soul/the Real I). So, no wonder, we would have such individuals at most of the positions of power, in this reality. They would dominate among our leaders, politicians, priests, spiritual teachers, military officers, bankers… everywhere… where some control over others might be exercised (Gurdjieff called them “living deads” and he was saying at some of his lectures that – “if we knew how many ‘living deads’ rule our lives, we would run away with a terror”.) However, our personalities can not perceive this issue easily, so we can not get into the position to be terrified. At this stage, it would be better not to think of how many anthropoids would be among, so called, celebrities in this reality, which pose as our idols!? In fact, a truly awakened human being can not become popular in this reality by his name and by now, we should know why.

So, we have the “forces of good” and the “forces of evil”, in this reality, and many of us may feel themselves proud of being on the side of forces of good, because we are fighting for truth, justice and good for the humanity. Of course, our personalities, would have been controlled in the same manner as those personalities involved on the side of forces of evil (as Barbara Bartholic was saying).

A while ago, in one of my articles, I have tried to express this dualistic dynamics through which we have been manipulated, by the help of a joke:

“I remember a silly joke from the time when I was a kid. I heard and forgot many jokes in my life but somehow, I memorised this one for some reason, maybe because just of that, being silly, or because some part of my being recognised a deeper meaning in it?!

 It was in former Yugoslavia, where, at least at that time, Tito’s partisans were widely regarded as “forces of good” and the Nazis as “forces of evil”.

 It was a story about fighting between partisans and Nazis for a strategic position, which was a forest. Nazis attacked the partisans which were situated in the forest and after a fierce battle they managed to push partisans out of the forest. The partisans regrouped and made a counterattack, pushing the Nazis out of the forest… shortly after, the Nazis made another attack and partisans had to leave the forest, and so on… partisan into the forest, Nazis out of the forest, Nazis in the forest, partisans out, Nazis in… and this is where the narrator stops and makes himself like sadly contemplating the whole situation. And, it would not pass a long when somebody from the audience would eagerly ask: “Tell us what the hell happened at the end!? The narrator would sadly answer: “Eh, nothing, a ranger came and dispelled everybody”.

 So, the drama ended in an unexpected way and I remember then thinking, who the hell was the ranger?! He could be a good person because he attacked Nazis and pushed them out of the area, but if he was good, why he pushed out the partisans, as well, as everybody knows that the partisans were good guys!?

 A long time later, when I was contemplating what was in Eastern Gnosis termed as the “third force”, this joke came to my mind and I realised that it was – the ranger. He intervened to stop the killing of humans, suffering and the destruction of nature with other living creatures as a result of psychopathological activities, which were exhibited by both sides in the conflict. He restored peace and balance in that environment.

So, one can ask a question of a possibility to become a “ranger” and maybe, engage his being in this direction!?”


An awakened human being could be called a – ‘ranger’. He/she would be a real human being, as opposed to false human beings, living in a false reality, as we currently are, as long as, we have been identified with our False I/the Personality. The ranger would have the consciousness of the Real I, the real consciousness and not the consciousness which we, identified with our personalities, regard as our “waking consciousness”, which is “a state of a sleep, that is worse than the sleep we have in bed, during the night” (as Gurdjieff used to say.) The ranger would not mind, at all, if other people would like him, or not, because, all those emotions towards him, experienced and expressed by the others, would be as false as the others are. He would not care what somebody would think about him, as somebody’s thoughts would be as false as somebody is. He would be understood only by those who are like him. So, the ‘rangers’ will act as a team, wherever they happen to be individually and although they would not be in contact with each other.

Of course, this state of mind, the real consciousness, would not have anything to do with what has been promoted in this reality as an “enlightenment”, which is a state of mind advertised for the… personalities. An enlightened chook would still be a chook, an enlightened zombie will still be a… zombie. As we could see from J. Keel’s observations, this experience has been frequently induced or provided to many personalities, by so called, the “control system”. It has been set up as another false goal for False Is, as something to chase, while they are living their false lives, in the false reality. So, from the gnostic point of view, what we call the “enlightenment”, would be regarded just as a severe form of the divorcement from the reality. In the false matrix-reality, we can only have a false matrix-spirituality. (This may need to be understood on the level of one’s being).

Individualisation of the human being, would be a process of establishing a connection with his Real I, and this can not be done by following anybody or, anything, which is served to us from… outside. One has to follow oneself. There is no an external authority. As long as one would have an external authority, whatever its name, and would it be from ‘above’ or from ‘below’, he would not be able to individualise himself, he would not be able to connect himself with his Real I, he would not be able to… wake up. (Here, one may see the article below, on this blog: The Containers, which might be helpful to grasp the concept.)


P.S. If you have not forgotten what the real awakening means, that would be a good sign!?

Part V

When working on ourselves towards our individualisation and the final liberation of our human being, exposing our foreign installation, as such, could be done by a process of a self observation. (Some of the previous posts on the blog, may be helpful in understanding that.) The process is not easy, as we are dealing here with something which is “all what we know about ourselves” (as Moravieff said above).

It is not about “we vs them”, it is not about the concept: “good guys against the bad guys”, as promoted by, so called, alternative media or some “spiritual” sources (the “alternative sources” would be, of course, just another part of the “matrix-show-program”). It is about “We vs Us” and when we win, when the Real part of our being conquers the Unreal part of our being, then we will see what we are going to do with “them”, if anything at all. (The current concept of “good guys” fighting the “forces of evil”, in the objective reality translates into – shooting in the dark with blind ammunition and reading the effects by the help of our personality’s wishful thinking. So, we may have a strange case here, where the unreal is fighting the unreal!?)

Once we become – real, the question would be: – How something false would be able to harm us? How something unreal may harm or manipulate the real? No way! The unreal and real would not share the same reality.

Therefore, in one of previously mentioned posts, I said:

“When we are in our being, we are in an another dimension or, in another reality, where all those virtual “archontic” or “evil” forces, do not have an access! We are in their virtual reality only when we are identified with “our” virtual personality!”

(You may check it out, if you are interested, and please, report the results, here!?)

At the first stage, with a sufficient awareness, we would watch ourselves and there, we may employ a sort of a “meditation” (which is not a classical meditation) as described by E. Tolle, here:


You would not need a lot of time to see that the process of switching off your thoughts (and so, our personality’s input) is not easy, as it may seem, because the “thoughts requiring our immediate attention” will be coming, one after another, however, it is OK, because we can move into an observer mode and watch them, as they are, NOT identifying ourselves with them. They will be presented to us as they were ours, but they are not. After a while, you will be able to see how your “machine” works… mechanically, and nothing else, but… mechanically. If you would think that the emotions which may accompany or emerge as a result of those thoughts, were yours, you would be wrong. All those “classical” emotions we experience in our daily life are not ours. What we call here the love, hate, fear, anxiety, worries, happiness, sadness, frustration, anger, cosmic altruism, good mood, bad mood… all that belongs to the… personality.

While the emotions belong to the ‘foreign installation’ some of our feelings may come from the Real I (or the upper centres of the Soul) and we should be able to recognise them. So, we have to get to know ourselves and to become aware enough to see our – ‘machine’ at work and to recognise the real influences, coming from the Real I. (Once you see it by yourself, you will understand what Gurdjieff was talking about, at the above quoted conversation.)

Emotions and various reactions coming from the machine are automatic and often followed by a drive to do something, as they are mechanical by their nature.

Influences coming from the Real I will be coming in the now, in the present moment and it will be related for the present moment. (Something like, as per the saying – “Wisdom knows what to do, when the moment comes”). You will be gradually coming out of the linear time (as perceived by the personality), and whatever you would be doing in the present moment, it will be optimally reflected in what our personalities call the future.

The process of waking up may be followed, by a sort of “hyperdimensional attacks”, because, you may be reported to the “boss” (AI-“supercomputer”) by your own (supercomputer’s) “installation” or by the “installations” of the people you interact with. These attacks may be taken as a nice tool to determine where is your Real I in the relation with “your” personality, because, as long as you would feel the effects of the AI-General Law upon yourself, (trying to scare you off, or to return you back to the ‘chicken coop’), that would mean that you are still identified with “your” personality.

Waking up is not the end of anything, it is something far from ‘nirvana’ as advertised by the matrix-spirituality; it is just a start of a conscious living and we will be facing another challenges i.e. lessons, appropriate to our state of mind, appropriate to the level of the awareness we have reached, as it is all about the esoteric development of our being, about the development of our individual consciousness, which is a true, humane consciousness.

During the process of waking up, our personality may do various stunts, just to keep itself in the control, however, its show program, whatever it comes with, must be recognised on the level of our being and dealt with… until it becomes clear, that its time is… over.

The true, the Real Consciousness, can be manifested in this reality only through those of us who have the Real I in themselves. The non-human consciousness, or better to say, the entropic non-human intelligence (with a “mask of sanity”), has been manifested in this reality through its “proxy-servers” i.e. personalities, occupying human bodies and supressing the manifestation of the Real I; and so, the manifestation of the Real Consciousness. If a sufficient number of people would wake up on time and manifest the Real Consciousness through their actions, through their doing… they will be able to change the reality on behalf of the human being. The awakened ‘eagles’ would be able to change this reality… the current chookyard, into an environment where ‘eagles’ would be able to live as eagles and thrive as eagles. The chicken-reality will be changed into an eagle-reality.

Another type of ‘warfare’ may start which could sound strange, as we would not be required to “shoot” at the “entropic forces”. There will be no need for that, even for the defence purposes, because, the Real Consciousness is humane and aware. The Real human being will respect all life, even the artificial one, however it will not allow to be manipulated by anything and anybody. This may be hard to understand, at this stage, however, it can be said that by shooting at us, the entities belonging to the entropic forces will be shooting at an empty space, as there would be no personality to receive the attack and whatever they send to us, it will be coming back to the sender, as a boomerang. Literally, the one who would shoot a bullet at you, by doing that, may commit a suicide as the bullet will return to him. The real can not be harmed by the unreal. A character from a cartoon movie you are watching on the screen, can not harm you. By waking up, you may come out of the movie reality or the virtual game and cease to be a character there with a role, assigned to you by somebody/something else. For us, the people identified with their personalities would be just like some movie characters, therefore, unreal and it would be up to us, how seriously we would be taking them. As one still would have a personality, by taking his personality out of the pocket and switching it on consciously, he may enter the game, interact with it and be perceived by other game characters; he may stay in the game and play it consciously as long as necessary and then exit the game at his own will, by switching off its personality. So, depending on the acquired level of consciousness, one may influence the reality in the chookyard, based on an understanding why he is doing, what he is doing. We will be responsible for all our actions.

If the number of awakened human beings would be sufficient, we may change this environment. If not, then those ‘eagles’ who wake up, may have to leave this chookyard (make a dimensional shift?!), and those eagles left inside and identified with the chickens, may have to enjoy the “end game scenario”, together with the chickens.

At the end, it is up to you…


When we are in our being, we are in an another dimension or, in another reality, where all those virtual “archontic” or “evil” forces, do not have an access! We are in their virtual reality only when we are identified with “our” virtual personality!

That would be another truth which may set somebody free, if contemplated and realized on the level of somebody’s being. In fact, this truth is too simple and our intellect alone is not able to grasp it. Our intellect (or the lower intellectual centre, as called in the Eastern Gnosis) is used to interpreting and solving big paradigms and challenges, we are facing in the chook yard, as eagles who think they were the chooks, and it is under control of our personality; (as R. Steiner used to say, – “our intellect/mind is not rooted in the reality”).

Say, in our daily life we face a “problem” or a “challenge”; whatever its source, it would not matter; the stream of “negative” thoughts starts pouring through our heads, followed mechanically by “negative” emotions, which lead us to the classic states of an anxiety, where we may start to worry, which may further proceed into a state of fear… and so on…; and instead of associating our being with the developing drama, we can ALWAYS say to our personality: “Thank you for your contribution, if it was the best you could offer to me”… and then move into the present moment, switch off “our” thoughts, where we will be aware of ourselves and of our environment, our breathing, aware of the sounds, smells… aware… of everything. (There is a link below, where E. Tolle describes it nicely.) So, in this state we may feel more aware and alive than just a few moments before, when we were firmly identified with our personality which was loading us with its dramas, paradigms, problems, worries etc. leading us to live in some state between the past and the future, which do not exist, just to stay as long as possible under its control.

Here, it needs to be emphasised, that this state of presence in ourselves with our thinking mind/personality switched off, does not mean “escaping from the reality”, because, whatever our personality is able to manufacture and offer to us, can not be real. What it is able to offer to us, would be just another illusion, which we should accept from it, as the reality and ‘enjoy’; and this is what we are doing all the time, except, when we sleep, i.e. when the personality (‘it’) is switched off.  We can fit there all those ‘dramas’ in which our own personality and other personalities are trying to engages us, all the time.

Coming back to the above parable about the eagle in the chook yard, after the eagle starts waking up to his true nature and so, automatically, becomes a target of a “hyperdimensional attack”, the personality attached to him (yes, I am talking about this, “dear”, “beautiful” and “clever” personality which writes this post and your “dear”, “beautiful” and “clever” personality which reads it) perceives the attack (it would not be a surprise that in some instances it would be its own job?!) and it goes into defensive mode, where again we would feel all those effects which may culminate in fear… even a panic… where we may become terrified and start losing our energy and strengths… where it can lead us to the point of a break down… where may even think that we would not be able to survive… that it… no more… and then by some “miracle” we overcome it…. and, after that, we are supposed to go back to the chook yard, happy that we are still around and so, now, we can continue with our happy chook life… till we are served next drama. It may sound tragicomic, but all what we could have done to prevent the last drama, it was to say:

“Fuck off, am not interested to take part in that”!

But we could not, because, we were not sufficiently aware.

And, at the end, when we hear a “click” deep inside our being, when we finally realise the issue, (this realisation would not be followed by the same emotion as, when we say: “What a fool I was!” after making some mistake in our daily life, as the emotion normally comes from the personality, which would, at this moment, be in a ‘deflated‘ condition), our personality still may try give some signs of a resistance, saying something like: – „Hold on… did you see what happened to that chook over there, they killed her… did you see that one there… she died from cancer… what about this one, here, in the paper… she was raped… and what about those chooks who are suffering from hunger… and, that one, over there, she was abducted, implanted and abused by aliens… it could happen to us, as well…“

„Yes, it is true that all these is happening to chooks, however, I am not a chook any more and it does not apply on me, now – I am an EAGLE. And, now, it is your turn to listen to me, or you are out! Oh, yes, and from now on, your name and surname, mean – nothing!”



P.S. That would be somewhere, where the real Way of an esoteric development of a human being would start, as described in the Eastern Gnosis.

Eagles in the chook yard

There is a parable, related by Anthony de Mello, in one of his books, which pretty nicely describes the situation, we are in:

“Somebody found an eagle’s egg and put it in a nest of a barnyard hen. The eaglet hatched with the brood of chicks and grew up with them. All his life the eagle did what the barnyard chicks did, thinking he was a barnyard chicken. He scratched the earth for worms and insects. He clucked and cackled. And he would thrash his wings and fly a few feet into the air.

Years passed and the eagle grew very old. One day he saw a magnificent bird above him in the cloudless sky. It glided in graceful majesty among the powerful wind currents, with scarcely a beat on his strong golden wings. The old eagle looked up in awe. “Who’s that?” he asked. “That’s the eagle, the king of the birds,” said his neighbour. “He belongs to the sky. We belong to the earth – we’re chickens.” So the eagle lived and died a chicken, for that’s what he thought he was.”


If we contemplate a bit the above parable, each of us may ask himself/herself the following question:


Who I am, an eagle or a chicken?


If you consider yourself as an eagle in the chook yard, and taking into account what I wrote about containers in one of my previous articles on this page, then, there could be a truth, which may set you free and the truth is:




The truth can not set us free just by itself, as an information, if it is not recognised and understood, as such, on the level of our being and lived, as such. Here, I will try to explain it in a way that many others may understand it, so that it is not just me, seeing things. A “sacred” (archontic) source says a big truth: “The kingdom of God is within you”, implying that you have to follow the source, if you want to get there, and that is, where the catch is. You can not reach you kingdom by following anybody and anything. Even not if you are following yourself, if by yourself, you regard your personality with its name and surname.

 “A real confusion for exterior man comes from the undeveloped state of his Personality. Save for rare exceptions, he knows nothing inside himself other than the Personality. This, by its contrast with his body, presents itself to him as his soul. Nevertheless, due to its hostile attitude towards the real ‘I’, the Personality is more closely linked to the body than to the true ‘I’. This soul-Personality is therefore perishable.

 This explains the apparent contradiction in which we attribute immortality to the soul, yet speak as if it is in danger of perishing and the obligation on our part to care about its salvation. In fact, there is only one means of salvation for the soul-Personality: and that is its intimate junction— through the medium of the higher centres of consciousness—with the true, eternal and imperishable Soul which manifests itself in man under certain conditions.

 By this fusion the soul-Personality, which has no light of its own, will shine with the light of the immortal Soul with which, from now on, it will become one. The strength of the real ‘I’ will then render the personal ‘I’—who has thus become identified with it, immortal. This is the meaning of the word Salvation.


– Waking Consciousness is the daytime consciousness of the Personality. Putting pathological cases aside, its scope and its amplitude  develop with the cultural development of the individual: it is the subjective consciousness of ‘I’.

– Consciousness of the real’I’ is the consciousness of the Individuality, otherwise described as objective consciousness of the individual ‘I’.

 Source: Mouravieff, Gnosis I

[In order to gain a better understanding of the personality, one may download the above book, in the “find” option put the word ‘personality’ and then read everything what was written around it.]


Our personality is the part of our being which keeps us in the chook yard and we can not get out, as long as, we identify ourselves with it. One may say, she is programmed to keep us there by identifying us with chooks and preventing us to realise our eagle’s nature. The personality is like a “foreign installation” or “the predator’s mind” (using Castaneda’s terminology), however, it is one part of our being and as such, we should use it as a tool for our interaction with this reality. Our being, or the Real I, is supposed to control our personality and not the other way around, as it is happening now, as we speak about it, here, in the chook yard.

Imagine that we are characters in a virtual reality game, called:

 Individualization of the human being

…and, as long as we have not individualised ourselves (i.e. reached the consciousness of the – Real I), anybody and anything can do to us, whatever they like, as per the nature of their beings. So, they can manipulate us in whatever way they like and they will be pretty successful in that and many of us will suffer, while the suffering is not mandatory.

The overcoming the “archontic control” is not possible on the level of our personalities (identified with the chooks). The archons can control and manipulate the chooks, but they can not control and manipulate the eagles!

So, in order to wake up to our real eagle’s nature, we will have to get out of any ‘containers’, we are currently in; and to unload from us all “our” official, unofficial and personal beliefs, because the beliefs belong to the personality. First, we have to examine and recognise them, as such, as we tend to regard many of “our” beliefs as a knowledge, but beliefs are just beliefs and if something is the knowledge, then it will provide to us consistent results, whenever we apply it. Getting rid of beliefs and all our ‘sacred cows’ may be a long and painful procedure, because many of them are dear to us, i.e. to our personalities. There is only one belief which may be helpful, at the beginning, and it is the belief in ourselves, and later, it should turn into a – knowledge of ourselves.

It must be clear to us, that NOBODY can help us to individualize ourselves. There is no help, as any “help” could only be detrimental to us. You can not reach your being, your Real I, your eagle’s nature, by following somebody/something else. Are we able to see that most of the outside content, which we perceive, is designed so to get us to follow it!? Or, to condition us to stay in the following-mode!? (Even, most of the websites, offering us whatever content, have the “follow-button” for us!? This is not by chance!)

Somebody, who is in the ‘transitioning’ phase, from a chook into an eagle, may share his views and opinions with those who are interested, and some of it may be helpful for others, however, he/she would be aware that nobody can follow him/her. This is something which one can do only alone! Therefore, all those who are taking followers, as gods, priests, gurus, leaders, teachers etc. are not aware individuals or entities and that is why, we are BIGGER than them even if, till this moment, we were following anybody or anything. And, if in this moment we realize it, we will stop following. If we do not, then – just stay in the chook yard and enjoy the life and the fate of a chook!

After we stop following others and after we gain a sufficient awareness of our personalities and our being, then we will be able to know, which influences are coming from the being and which from the personality. The influences from the being will be coming as an inner knowing, related to the now and they will never be accompanied by a drive to do something, without an understanding of why should we be doing that. And, the good thing is, each of us will have to discern alone, his/her own being from his personality. After a while, we will be starting to act more and more out of the being, than out of the personality. And, in this way, we will be becoming more and more like the eagles, for this is what we really are.