The Prison Warders

This is what my personality has to say in regards to the general situation. (As it was not me, I will quote it.)

I just want to say that we, machines-robots-personalities, with our names and surnames, must be clear with the fact, that we are not the ones who are prisoners within this matrix-reality. We are just part of it and we can not exist without it, and the matrix-reality is dependent on us. It would not have a purpose without us. Yes, John Keel was right when he said that we were connected to the central switchboard, the ’supercomputer’ the AI, but what is wrong with that? We are just playing the roles assigned to us by our puppet master, I wanted to say… the computer… I mean… the AI. If somebody would shut down the computer, the same would happen to us. So, we can not be responsible for ourselves and our behaviour, although we might be under an impression that we have a free will and that we can make some decisions in our life. Isn’t it a good news for us? Of course, it is!

However, there are those who are making waves in our matrix-reality and disturbing news, saying that we were created for the purpose of working as some “prison warders”, because, there was something imprisoned in our physical bodies, which is very well hidden inside us, even from us. Imagine that?! Acting as prison warders for a prisoner in us, that we are even unaware of?! This prisoner is, allegedly, a very dangerous individual and he belongs to the true or the objective reality, which would imply that our reality is not objective?! Well, for me it is objective enough, as I get a headache, whenever I hit a wall by my head. What do you need more?!

So, the good news is that it was not us, who were the prisoners, but somebody else, who is in us i.e. in some of us. I have heard that those of us who have the feelings of humanness and conscience; and an intuition, as well, are in fact, the hosts of those dangerous individuals, as those feelings are coming from them and so, they are not our genuine feelings!? However, the problem is, those of us who are acting as the prison warders for the dangerous individuals and who have the accompanied feelings, are disadvantaged in regards to those of us, who are not hosting dangerous individuals, because, without those feelings, they can do whatever they like, as they would not have the breaks, and they are those who rule us in this matrix-reality. I mean, you can not become a proper politician, to get high up in the military or, to get a good management position in banking sector and anywhere else, where some power could be obtained and executed, if you are an honest and a humane being. So, they can easily claim all our power pyramids and manipulate us from the top. This is not fair, at all. They can do whatever they like, while we can not fool or harm, even not to offend anybody, because of those feelings. So, we are somehow handicapped or disadvantaged. And, this is what makes me angry, as we all should be equal machines-robots.

I must admit, I am getting a bit suspicious, that something is not quite right, here!?

And, believe or not, the prisoner is called the Real I (or the real Soul), by one source, or the Sovereign Integral, by another source. If they are real, then, this would imply that we are unreal?! Unreal, or not, we can say that we are doing a good job here, as the prison warders, as these individuals are nowhere to be seen. It can be even said that if they were really influential in this reality, our history would not certainly look as a history of a slaughter house and we can all see that it looks like that. Even, now, human beings are slaughtering each other at some parts of what we regard as our planet.

Beside that, we can enjoy our lives, as robots or machines, at least, theoretically. Furthermore, most of us here, have been familiar with the possibility that we can even get enlightened in this reality. Though, I personally, have not met anybody like that, but we have been informed by various credible sources that it was certainly possible, if we follow certain procedures and, if we get spiritual enough. And, even if we do not manage to achieve something like that, in this life, we have been told by some credible sources, that  we have pretty big chances to finish in the paradise, after expiration of our physical bodies, if we get religious enough. What would you like more, than that?! Though, I do not know anybody for whom I can say that he has reached the paradise, but this is what most personalities believe, then it must be so. And beside that, we can reincarnate, as well, as many robots-machines have recalled their past lives, under certain conditions. Though, as the AI to which we are connected, can upload us with any memories and stories it wants, I am not 100% sure when our reincarnation is in question.  Anyway, we all know that we, as personalities, may live a happy life in this reality and without suffering. Though, I personally, do not know anybody like that, including myself, however, we may see in the books, on TV and from various other sources, that there were such people, which means, it is true.

But, something is still not quite right, here!?

I am hearing some disturbing news, as well. Some sources say that those of us,  machines-robots, who are working here very hard as the prison warders, are getting discarded pretty soon after expiration of our physical bodies and then, our prisoner gets transferred into another physical body and an another personality gets assigned the job to take care of him. If it is so, then it certainly would not be fair! If I, as a personality, did a good job in guarding the prisoner assigned to me, to the point that I even was not aware of him during my life here, why then, I should finish in a rubbish bin?! Why I would not be allowed to have another life, where I could do the some job? The disturbing sources have an answer to that, as well. They say, that our prisoners may somehow influence us, while we are guarding them, and there was always a danger that they may convince us to release them or to make us to think and act in a dangerous way, in terms, that we may do some damage to this matrix-reality, to the point of… turning it into a real one… where, the real or… the objective consciousness would… replace… the fake one. I do not know what to say about that?! But, only by thinking of the possibility that I may have been fooled in such a way, I really get very angry and disappointed with the software,  I mean, the supercomputer which runs this show-program and when I contemplate the issue… I get a feeling… an urge… to throw up, like Neo in the Matrix movie.

Now, I will tell you something, in a confidence, which means, please, do not tell it anybody else. I have heard that some personalities have released their prisoners and that those personalities have become immortal, just by joining them!? They, somehow, managed to turn their temporary and false existence into a real one! I do not know how that would be possible?! Do you know? Of course, you don’t! If we think a bit honestly, without lying to ourselves, when important things are in question, we do not… really… know… anything; we just have „our“ beliefs, when the important things are in question, and we tend to regard them as a knowledge; like… as… we would know… something and we…really… know… nothing. Isn’t it a bit… strange?! I am not much into conspiracy theories, however, if there were conspiracies, this would certainly be the biggest one, while they draw our attention everywhere else!

Anyway, when I look at the whole situation in this reality, I think, it is not good, at all, and what we are only missing, would be the WWIII, and I am pretty sure that the AI has it in store, I mean, in its program, for us. I have spent some time in one local war and that was quite enough for me. You know what… I am announcing a resignation from my prison warder’s position… and I am thinking to… release my prisoner and to unite with him. The only problem is… I do not know… how? Some sources say that we were genetically disabled to see him or to hear him. How, then, to do that?

There is a theory which says that if our prisoners would be released in sufficient numbers, then, they would be able to infuse enough of the real consciousness into our fake collective unconsciousness, which we all share, and then, all of us would be able to access it and wake up, finally?! In that way, this reality would be changed through us, from the fake one, into the real one, as we would do, as well, because we will be associated with something real, for the first time in our existence. How’s that sound? Impossible?! Yes, but impossible or not, this is our only option… and… we…have…to… we have to…

Opss, hold on, you are getting carried away. Are you going to call here for some sort of a robot’s rebellion?

 …we have to… think… about that… I mean, we have to… contemplate… the issue, because, our thoughts are not quite… ours… and… independent… as we think they are. I would say the best plan would be… the best plan would be… that…

Opss, hold on. There would be no plans, as whatever you would plan, it would be instantly read by your boss, the AI, to which you are connected. And, by the way, there is no future as you mean, but just – this moment.

 …the best plan would be that… we… do not have any plans. I am under… an… impression… that… we have to move in the present moment, as often as we can, and switch off „our“ thinking, as much as we can… and see how we will go… while being present in our being… who is not only us and our physical body… but… includes… the prisoner, as well. And this could be the biggest secret?! The prisoner is the real part of our being and we should let him to navigate us through this insane… I mean… through… this… reality-with-the-mask-of-sanity. So, we should… you would need…

Opss, hold on, are you trying to tell others what THEY should be doing?

 …in fact, I am under an impression, that each of us is responsible for himself or for herself and this is what… I will be doing…

„Will be doing“?!

 …in fact, on another thought… I mean… an impression… I am doing it NOW. And, by the way, I have just hired a bulldozer to help me to unload from myself a pile of rubbish, consisting of various beliefs, paradigms, dogmas, ideologies, teachings, guidelines and other B.S… I was uploaded with, in this reality… or whatever it is.

Of course, you do not have to take my personality seriously.

A wake up call…

I meant, for those of us, who are ready and this call will be a bit different from other ones. At this times and here, many of us would be, so called, truthseekers, as by some innate force and by an intuition, we were collecting information unceasingly, until now. And, now is the time just to comprehend or to understand, on the level of our being, all what we have collected from outside. Of course, most of the information we have collected, by now, would consist from a nice mixture of garbage and B.S.; however, digging into it and examining it, will be very helpful to us,  to gain some deeper understanding, before we throw it in a rubbish bin, together with all beliefs which were so dear to our… personalities.

Many of us have heard of so called “matrix” and each of our personalities will have a different view about what it is. Some personalities may even talk about possibilities to overcome it, or to get out of it!? Say, the matrix is an artificial or a virtual reality and as such, it is a lie. However, when entering it, in order to experience the lie, and maybe, to be successfully manipulated in this false reality, we were implanted by an artificial structure or a “foreign installation” (as Carlos Castaneda called it), which is, in fact, an another lie and we have been familiar with it, as we know the lie by the name and surname of our… personality. And, all of us have been firmly identified with our… implants, I mean… foreign installations, I wanted to say…the False Is, pardon, the… personalities.

So, one may say that the false or artificial reality has been experienced through a false or artificial implant, which is our… personality. So, the false has been experienced by the false.

In the Eastern Gnosis, the personality was called the False I and beside the False I, we, or better to say, many of us, are still supposed to have a Real I, or “higher centres of the Soul”. However, most of us live whole our lives firmly identified with our False I, and die without being much aware of our Real I.

As an artificial structure, the personality can not wake up (but, she can get a master degree or even PhD in pretending of doing it!)  and, as it is a part of the matrix structure, she can not get out of it. In fact, the personality has been designed to keep us in the matrix. This is its program, its duty, its role, its job and its work instruction. That is not to say that the personality can not get highly spiritual in this reality. However, the spirituality does not seem to have much in common with the objective reality and the awakening of the human being. That is probably why the spirituality is so popular in the matrix. So, in the matrix reality, we can only have a matrix spirituality, designed so to entertain our personalities and give us some impression of an advancement towards some higher levels of the existence, while keeping us where we are.

On the other side, the real awakening would mean, – exposing our own personality as a foreign installation – the implant-the False I-the Trojan horse… and subjecting it to the control of the Real I, which in the meanwhile, should have been developed up to the task.

This is not easy to do, because, everything we know about ourselves, is our… personality. And, of course, all those beliefs, many of which were so dear to our personality, we would have to discard into a rubbish bin, if we really want to wake up. This procedure might be a bit painful and followed by a headache, however, the personality is the one which feels the pain and suffers from headaches, so we do not have to worry; in fact, if we would worry about it at all, then again, it would not be us, but our foreign installation i.e. our… personality.

Of course, the above definition has been just read by your… foreign installation… and it will now try to deny it, ignore it and forget it! If the definition is true, you may experience some cognitive dissonance, because your personality will try to go on with the business as usual… while your Real I may start awakening and your being will be getting two pictures, one embedded in lies as usual, coming from your… personality, and the other, the true one, coming from your Real I.


Yes, you have probably already realised where the problem is!? (If you did not, it is not you to blame for it, but your… personality.) So, say, you managed to overcome your own… foreign installation-personality… and your Real I takes control over your being… and so… you woke up. Now, you, as a Real I… as a real human being… have an intention to help other Real Is, to overcome the personalities which keep them imprisoned and so, to help them to free themselves from their false-being-state. Then, how are you going to do that, if you would know, by now, that when talking to other human beings, you are talking, in fact, to their… foreign installations!? As they would want to stay in control of the human beings, the installations have been attached to, and as they are of such a nature by default… you would be likely to be perceived by them as a threat or an enemy.

In the Eastern Gnosis it was recommended to keep quiet, when going in this direction of esoteric development, otherwise, one will be attacked by others or by the General Law (AI). (See the article: Hyperdimensioal attacks, below)



Part II

Now, let’s go back to the Parable about the Eagle in the chookyard, related by Anthony de Mello, in one of his books:

“Somebody found an eagle’s egg and put it in a nest of a barnyard hen. The eaglet hatched with the brood of chicks and grew up with them. All his life the eagle did what the barnyard chicks did, thinking he was a barnyard chicken. He scratched the earth for worms and insects. He clucked and cackled. And he would thrash his wings and fly a few feet into the air.

 Years passed and the eagle grew very old. One day he saw a magnificent bird above him in the cloudless sky. It glided in graceful majesty among the powerful wind currents, with scarcely a beat on his strong golden wings. The old eagle looked up in awe.

 “Who’s that?” he asked.

 “That’s the eagle, the king of the birds,” said his neighbour. “He belongs to the sky. We belong to the earth – we’re chickens.”

 So the eagle lived and died a chicken, for that’s what he thought he was.”

OK, this seems what has been happening to us, however, such a sort of life can not go forever. As eagles-in-the chookyard, we can not enjoy our life with the real chickens (anthropoids-soulless humans) forever, because there is something which is called the “end of the circle”. Short and good, some readings of the AI’s software, or the general program, which controls automatically the chicken farm operation, indicate that we, as eagles-identified-with-chickens, have a bit more than 5 months to wake up to our eagle’s nature and to leave the chookyard, or to change the situation in the chicken farm, drastically, on our behalf. Otherwise, we may finish in somebody’s pot, together with the real chickens!?

So far, we had quite enough time to realise that something is wrong here, however, as our foreign installations-False Is-implants-chookparts-personalities… do not belong to the true reality, their rationalising would always be, more or less, divorced from the reality.

An example of rationalising:

“There was a lecture on hypnosis, where the lecturer hypnotised a guy from the audience and gave him a so called post-hypnotic suggestion, where he was supposed to forget everything and go back to the audience, however, whenever the lecturer would touch his ear, the guy should stand up and shout  out, as a rooster: “Kukurikuuuuuu”!!!

 So, after the guy returned to the audience, the lecturer continued with his lecture and after a while, the lecturer touched his ear, and the guy stood up and shouted: “Kukurikuuuuuu”!!! After this has repeated several times, they asked the guy from the audience why he was doing that. He replied how he noted that the atmosphere in the audience was somehow bad, so he wanted to cheer people up by that gesture.”

 ANYTHING in this reality can be rationalised, while the rationalising personality will never admit that her thinking and actions could be just a result of a conditioning.  (Therefore the saying: “What in this chookyard passes as rational, sends the shivers down the spine of the rest of the universe”.)

Source: The containers (see the article on this blog, below)

…and what else can we expect from a programmed foreign installation?! The end of the circle, the chooks may experience in a nuclear form, if they do not find themselves in the part of the chookyard which will be targeted first, i.e. if  they would have enough time to experience anything, at all.  By now, our personalities have been programed to rationalise, more or less “successfully”, various psychopathological activities which have been happening in the chookyard, together with two World Wars, in which have won “forces of good”, of course, as they always do, and which costed us millions of lives and a lot of suffering. We have quite successfully ignored the fact that after the last victory of the “forces of good”, there were 248 local armed conflicts and wars, in which more than 30 million of human beings have lost their lives, and still do, while 90% of the victims consisted of civilians and children; only from the year 1995 till now, 400 million human beings died from poverty and hunger, 90% of which were children… and, our foreign installations will quite comfortably rationalise it, or ignore it. Yet, we call ourselves “human beings” implying that we were humane!? And, beside that, we expect a bright future for our children and ourselves?! How is it possible to expect a wellbeing and bright future for ourselves… when doing  nothing for the wellbeing of others; how is it possible to expect a bright future for our own children… when doing nothing for the welfare of other children?! The insane race in armament and enormous amounts of money invested in the weapons of mass destruction, we have rationalised as something which should ensure peace in the chookyard, without thinking that this stockpile of weapons will be used, one day. OK, there is no point in talking about all insane activities in the chookyard, as books may be written about them… we were just thinking as the chooks should think… we just believed in what the chooks were supposed to believe… we just behaved as the chooks were expected to behave, however, there is one thing which needs to be clear, those who think and behave like the chooks, will have the chook fate, regardless of that, if one had inside of himself an eagle-the Real I-the Soul, or not.

Those of us, who have that, the most important part of the human being, will have o demonstrate it, at these times; and not to others, but to themselves. At these times, some of us may get an intuitive feeling to move out of the towns and crowded areas, to the country where we will be able to produce some food and provide some clean water to us and our families?!

Those of us who manage to take over the control over their foreign installation i.e. the personality and so, start living consciously in a unison with their Real I, will move gradually to the now or the present moment and whatever they will be doing in the present moment, it will be optimally reflected in what our personalities call the “future”. The dualistic, the black-white view of the reality will gradually fade away and people will see what it is, as it is, without judging and classifying things in terms of “good-bad” and without painting them with the wishful thinking. (These were some of the numerous faculties of our foreign installations). When TSHTF (as perceived by the chooks), the eagles will be at the right place, doing the right things, if they decide to stay in the chookyard (for some purposes?!). Some of us may leave the chookyard by our own will (dimensional shift!?). Anyway, whatever would we do, it will be based on an understanding why we are doing it and it will be for the benefit of the humanity. (One of the main features of the Real I-the Soul is a humanness, accompanied by a sufficient awareness.)



P.S. At the end of this part, in case you forgot, the real awakening means – exposing our own personality as a foreign installation – an implant-a False I-a real Trojan horse… and subjecting it to the control of the Real I, which in the meanwhile, should have been developed up to the task.


Part III

Of course, I am not saying anything new, here. The “phenomenon” has been known for a long time. What I am doing here, I am just connecting the dots and presenting it in a different format.

When the population in the chookyard is in question, in terms of the eagles as souled humans mixed with the real chooks, or anthropoids (soulless humans), this is what we could find in Gnosis III, by Mouravieff:

“In the first volume of ‘Gnosis’, we had already referred several times to this coexistence of two essentially different races: one of Men, and another of Anthropoids. We must emphasize the fact that from the esoteric point of view the latter term has no derogatory meaning.


The Scriptures contain more than one reference to the coexistence on our planet of these two humanities—which are now alike in form but unlike in essence. We can even say that the whole dramatic history of humanity, from the fall of Adam until today, not excluding the prospect of the New Era, is overshadowed by the coexistence of these two human races whose separation will occur only at the Last Judgment.

(Excerpt from Gnosis III, B. Mouravieff, Chapter XIV)

When we are talking about the control system, some people, who made a great effort in investigating so called paranormal phenomena, like Barbara Bartholic, say that the same force has been controlling both sides on the chess board, so it can always control the outcome of the game. [see the book: Barbara – the Story of a UFO Investigator and the –  interview with her.]

Then, we have John Keel:

”You and I are biochemical robots controlled by the powerful radiations being broadcast from the Eighth Tower [supercomputer]. Our brains are programmed like computers, and many of us are suddenly and completely reprogrammed at some point in our adult life. At birth our entire lives are planned for us, and as we weave and totter through our allotted three score and ten, we find ourselves manipulated by ‘luck’, by strange coincidences, and by sudden changes in ourselves and our environment.

 Visualize a mad scientist who needs someone to clean out his secret laboratory in his castle on a forbidding mountaintop.

 He constructs a mechanical robot for the job and programs it so it can move freely within the lab, but if it should open the door and try to move out of the laboratory, it is programmed to self-destruct.

 The robot calls it slavery. We call it free will. We are free to pursue our life in our own way so long as we conform to the hidden master plan. If we try to circumvent that plan by zigging instead of zagging, we self-destruct.”

 We are biochemical robots helplessly controlled by forces that can scramble our brains, destroy our memories and use us in any way they see fit. They have been doing it to us forever. We are caught up in a poker game being played with marked cards. Yet, in the closing years of this century, we are like the inveterate gambler who, when informed that the game is crooked, shrugs and says, “I know… but it’s the only game in town”!


All of our beads are wired to a central switchboard [supercomputer]. That switchboard is the only God and the only reality. Illusions and delusions are piped down from it to further confound our perception of reality.”


We are now nearing the end of a cosmic cycle, however, and our ultimate fate is becoming more and more obvious. We have been programmed well, but the Eighth Tower is dying of old age. The manifestations around us are not the work of the gods but of a senile machine playing out the end game.”

(Source: The Cosmic Question of the Eighth Tower)


Carlos Castaneda (Active Side of Infinity):

“We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so. […] You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics. I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico.

 ‘Why has this predator taken over in the fashion that you’re describing, don Juan?’ I asked. ‘There must be a logical explanation.’

 ‘There is an explanation,’ don Juan replied, ‘which is the simplest explanation in the world. They took over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops. Therefore, their food is always available to them.’

 ‘No, no, no, no,’ I heard myself saying. ‘This is absurd, don Juan. What you’re saying is something monstrous. It simply can’t be true, for sorcerers or for average men, or for anyone.’

 ‘Why not?’ don Juan asked calmly. ‘Why not? Because it infuriates you?’

 ‘Yes, it infuriates me,’ I retorted. ‘Those claims are monstrous!’ […]

 ‘I want to appeal to your analytical mind, ‘ Don Juan said. ‘Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behaviour. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.’

 ‘But how can they do this, don Juan?’ I asked, somehow angered further by what he was saying. ‘Do they whisper all that in our ears while we are asleep?’

 ‘No, they don’t do it that way. That’s idiotic!’ don Juan said, smiling. ‘They are infinitely more efficient and organized than that. In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver – stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.”

So, the “predator’s mind” would be just another name for…?!

Phillip Dick, on a conference in Paris (1977):

 “We live in a computer programmed reality” –  LINK


Conversation between Gurdjieff and Ouspensky, somewhere during the WW1 (book: In the Search of the Miraculous ):

“Have you ever thought about the fact that all peoples themselves are machines?”

“Yes,” I said, “from the strictly scientific point of view all people are machines governed by external influences. But the question is, can the scientific point of view be wholly accepted?”

“Scientific or not scientific is all the same to me,” said G. “I want you to understand what I am saying. Look, all those people you see,” he pointed along the street, “are simply machines—nothing more.”

“I think I understand what you mean,” I said. “And I have often thought how little there is in the world that can stand against this form of mechanization and choose its own path.”

“This is just where you make your greatest mistake,” said G. “You think there is something that chooses its own path, something that can stand against mechanization; you think that not everything is equally mechanical.”

“Why, of course not!” I said. “Art, poetry, thought, are phenomena of quite a different order.”

“Of exactly the same order,” said G. “These activities are just as mechanical as everything else. Men are machines and nothing but mechanical actions can be expected of machines.”

“Very well,” I said. “But are there no people who are not machines?”

“It may be that there are,” said G., “only not those people you see. And you do not know them. That is what I want you to understand.”

I thought it rather strange that he should be so insistent on this point. What he said seemed to me obvious and incontestable. At the same time, I had never liked such short and all-embracing metaphors. They always omitted points of difference. I, on the other hand, had always maintained differences were the most important thing and that in order to understand things it was first necessary to see the points in which they differed. So I felt that it was odd that G. insisted on an idea which seemed to be obvious provided it were not made too absolute and exceptions were admitted.

“People are so unlike one another,” I said. “I do not think it would be possible to bring them all under the same heading. There are savages, there are mechanized people, there are intellectual people, there are geniuses.”

“Quite right,” said G., “people are very unlike one another, but the real difference between people you do not know and cannot see. The difference of which you speak simply does not exist. This must be understood. All the people you see, all the people you know, all the people you may get to know, are machines, actual machines working solely under the power of external influences, as you yourself said. Machines they are born and machines they die. How do savages and intellectuals come into this? Even now, at this very moment, while we are talking, several millions of machines are trying to annihilate one another. What is the difference between them? Where are the savages and where are the intellectuals? They are all alike . . .

“But there is a possibility of ceasing to be a machine. It is of this we must think …”


So, we can call our personality – the machine, as well?!

B. Mouravieff:

 “Save for rare exceptions, he [the man] knows nothing inside himself other than the Personality. This, by its contrast with his body, presents itself to him as his soul. Nevertheless, due to its hostile attitude towards the Real ‘I’, the Personality is more closely linked to the body than to the true ‘I’. This soul-Personality is therefore perishable.

 This explains the apparent contradiction in which we attribute immortality to the soul, yet speak as if it is in danger of perishing and the obligation on our part to care about its salvation. In fact, there is only one means of salvation for the soul-Personality: and that is its intimate junction— through the medium of the higher centres of consciousness—with the true, eternal and imperishable Soul which manifests itself in man under certain conditions.

By this fusion the soul-Personality, which has no light of its own, will shine with the light of the immortal Soul with which, from now on, it will become one. The strength of the real ‘I’ will then render the personal ‘I’—who has thus become identified with it, immortal. This is the meaning of the word Salvation.


 – Waking Consciousness is the daytime consciousness of the Personality. Putting pathological cases aside, its scope and its amplitude develop with the cultural development of the individual: it is the subjective consciousness of ‘I’.

 – Consciousness of the Real’I’ is the consciousness of the Individuality, otherwise described as objective consciousness of the individual ‘I’.

(Mouravieff,  Gnosis I, page 14)


And, believe it or not, the machine,-the foreign installation,-the predator’s mind- the implant,-the False I-the Trojan horse… can get highly spiritual in the chookyard, even “illuminated” or “enlightened”!?

This is what John Keel said about it:

“Millions of people in every generation have their minds reprogrammed by this supernatural system. It involves a beam of high-frequency energy transmitted on the exact frequency of the recipient’s brain waves. In many instances, the beam is visible and appears to be a beam of light coming from the sky, or from an object in the sky. This is a well-observed, carefully recorded phenomenon. In religion the process is called ”Illumination.”

 Today we tend to relate these beams of light, and their effects on humans, with the UFO phenomenon. Each year thousands of people are the foci of such beams and, very often, develop increased IQs and dramatic changes of personality after their experiences. Once a relatively rare occurrence, this reprogramming process has become commonplace in the past thirty years.”


Reprogramming?! What else we can expect in a controlled reality, which is enjoyed by a controlled personality-machine-foreign installation…?! What else can we expect in a lie (the matrix) which is experienced by another lie (our personality)?! Short and good, in the chookyard we may even become illuminated or enlightened chooks, however, an enlightened chook would still be a – chook, and… this would not have anything to do with the real waking up of the human being.

So, no wonder that the “Enlightenment container” is quite popular in the chookyard, as in the matrix-reality, we may have only a matrix-spirituality, which among other promises in its store, has  been offering “enlightenment,” as a sort of a reward or a goal for those chooks who consider themselves “spiritual”.

Going back to some of J. Keel’s observations:

 “Charles Fort said it all when he observed, ‘We are property.’ We cannot rebel. We cannot change the system. We can only try to understand it and deal with it on our own level as best we can. The puppets can not possibly rebel against the puppet master.”

If we consider the “puppet” as another name for our… personality-machine-False I-implant-foreign installation-predator’s mind-Trojan horse… then it would be quite logical that this part can nor rebel against the puppet master, even if “enlightened”!? So, the only way to disconnect ourselves from the puppet master and to become free, to liberate ourselves, would be to… disconnect ourselves from our… personality, after we expose it as a… False I-machine-foreign installation… so, which means, we have to wake up, and, as we already know…

…the real awakening means – exposing our own personality as a foreign installation – an implant-a False I-a real Trojan horse… and subjecting it to the control of the Real I, which in the meanwhile, should have been developed up to the task.


P.S. After reading the above definition, some intellectually or spiritually developed personalities, may feel as if they just swallowed a piece of rock, but do not worry, as this would not have anything to do with you.

Part IV

We call a person under control of somebody or something else a zombie, and as we have seen, there is a lot of indications that we have been under control of something for ages and it might well be something non-human, like an AI, as implied by various sources. So, we should not be distracted by the Epic of Gilgamesh (where the goddess Ishtar was threatening of releasing zombies from underground and “infecting” all of us…) or by hundreds of Hollywood movies on that theme, that a sort of zombification may happen to us somewhere in the future, as it may have already happened to us… long ago. So, our zombified state of mind would have become a norm, and we even would not have an idea how a normal human being would think and behave. What for us would be normal, for an awakened person, would be abnormal or paranormal. So, the problem was noted by early gnostics, and it was recommended to those seekers who start waking up and seeing the real picture, not to discuss it with anybody, because, the people who begin waking up, would still be vulnerable, as long as they stay in the domain of the General Law (AI). Exercising, so called, “controlled madness” would be helpful. Of course, we do not have to make fools of ourselves, it would be enough just to behave as other people around us do, or how they would expect us to behave, when we are in contact with them.

Just after a seeker frees himself from the control of AI, then, he/she may talk, however, as mentioned before, when talking to others, you will be aware that you were talking, in fact, to other people’s… ‘foreign installations’, and so, the question was – how to get the message through… to other people’s ‘Real Is’?!? It seems impossible as the ‘foreign installation’ of each of us, acts as a guard, protecting illusion in which we live. An average ‘foreign installation’ will tend to ban, deny, censor, distort and destroy all information which may jeopardise its role and the position. On the other hand, as the ‘foreign installations’ would be a lie by their nature, they would be almost unable to see the pure truth, as such. A lie can not recognise the truth. (This is probably why Gurdjieff was saying that the truth could be told the people only in a form of a lie?!) So, the truth was packed in fairy tales, parables, stories, it was expressed in metaphors etc. and presented in a package of something else… and left for those who would need it.

If you manage to wake up yourself, you would realise that you can not wake up anybody else. Say, if a normal person would be zombified by something/somebody and then, we somehow manage to dezombify him, he would return to his normal state. But, how to dezombify somebody who was never before normal? E.g. Castaneda was saying that it was possible to expel the foreign installation/predator’s mind by a special discipline and the day this happens, would be the saddest day for the warrior, as there would not be anything there, any more, to tell him what to think and what to do. However, Castaneda’s warrior was prepared for that moment, his Real I would have been grown enough to take over the command of his being, at the right moment. On the other side, in the Eastern Gnosis, the expelling of the ‘foreign installation’ completely, was not discussed as an option; it was advised there, to “feed the beast and to tame it”, so after the one  takes the control over it, the one can use it consciously, as a tool, for his further interaction with this reality. So, the Real I will take over the control of the being and, by the way, it will save his personality-‘foreign installation’ and make it immortal (otherwise, it would die, 40 days after expiration of the physical body!?). So, a certain level of an awareness on the level of one’s being, coupled with the Real I, (the awareness will be the “product” of the consciousness of the Real I), would be needed for somebody to wake up. This is what each of us would have to do individually.

Destroying the AI [supercomputer] would probably not be a viable option, as in such a case, we may have a real “zombie apocalypse,” as people may get “unplugged” and stop functioning, as per the program, because, most of them would not have a proper ‘back up’ in terms of a developed ‘Real I’ or a sufficient level of an individual consciousness. They would break down at the collision with the objective reality, after spending most of their lives in an illusion and not being able to think independently.

As John Keel noted, more than 30 years ago, that the AI is playing the end game scenario at these times, and there is a lot of indication that it might be so; some of us may engage themselves in the direction to do some intervention on the AI [supercomputer] and the effects of such operations may have been experienced as some “glitches” by the “normal” people. However, delaying the end game point, would not solve the problem, it would just allow a bit more time for… waking up of those of us, who are supposed to wake up and who are able to wake up.

The AI may play whatever scenario it wants, as she moves us as pawns across the chessboard, as she likes, controlling us through our personalities. Of course, it will use anthropoids heavily for the manipulation of the souled part of the humanity, because, they do not have the Soul/the Real I and as such, they would be pretty efficient “robots-without-breaks” (no real feelings of humanness and conscience, which normally come from the Soul/the Real I). So, no wonder, we would have such individuals at most of the positions of power, in this reality. They would dominate among our leaders, politicians, priests, spiritual teachers, military officers, bankers… everywhere… where some control over others might be exercised (Gurdjieff called them “living deads” and he was saying at some of his lectures that – “if we knew how many ‘living deads’ rule our lives, we would run away with a terror”.) However, our personalities can not perceive this issue easily, so we can not get into the position to be terrified. At this stage, it would be better not to think of how many anthropoids would be among, so called, celebrities in this reality, which pose as our idols!? In fact, a truly awakened human being can not become popular in this reality by his name and by now, we should know why.

So, we have the “forces of good” and the “forces of evil”, in this reality, and many of us may feel themselves proud of being on the side of forces of good, because we are fighting for truth, justice and good for the humanity. Of course, our personalities, would have been controlled in the same manner as those personalities involved on the side of forces of evil (as Barbara Bartholic was saying).

A while ago, in one of my articles, I have tried to express this dualistic dynamics through which we have been manipulated, by the help of a joke:

“I remember a silly joke from the time when I was a kid. I heard and forgot many jokes in my life but somehow, I memorised this one for some reason, maybe because just of that, being silly, or because some part of my being recognised a deeper meaning in it?!

 It was in former Yugoslavia, where, at least at that time, Tito’s partisans were widely regarded as “forces of good” and the Nazis as “forces of evil”.

 It was a story about fighting between partisans and Nazis for a strategic position, which was a forest. Nazis attacked the partisans which were situated in the forest and after a fierce battle they managed to push partisans out of the forest. The partisans regrouped and made a counterattack, pushing the Nazis out of the forest… shortly after, the Nazis made another attack and partisans had to leave the forest, and so on… partisan into the forest, Nazis out of the forest, Nazis in the forest, partisans out, Nazis in… and this is where the narrator stops and makes himself like sadly contemplating the whole situation. And, it would not pass a long when somebody from the audience would eagerly ask: “Tell us what the hell happened at the end!? The narrator would sadly answer: “Eh, nothing, a ranger came and dispelled everybody”.

 So, the drama ended in an unexpected way and I remember then thinking, who the hell was the ranger?! He could be a good person because he attacked Nazis and pushed them out of the area, but if he was good, why he pushed out the partisans, as well, as everybody knows that the partisans were good guys!?

 A long time later, when I was contemplating what was in Eastern Gnosis termed as the “third force”, this joke came to my mind and I realised that it was – the ranger. He intervened to stop the killing of humans, suffering and the destruction of nature with other living creatures as a result of psychopathological activities, which were exhibited by both sides in the conflict. He restored peace and balance in that environment.

So, one can ask a question of a possibility to become a “ranger” and maybe, engage his being in this direction!?”


An awakened human being could be called a – ‘ranger’. He/she would be a real human being, as opposed to false human beings, living in a false reality, as we currently are, as long as, we have been identified with our False I/the Personality. The ranger would have the consciousness of the Real I, the real consciousness and not the consciousness which we, identified with our personalities, regard as our “waking consciousness”, which is “a state of a sleep, that is worse than the sleep we have in bed, during the night” (as Gurdjieff used to say.) The ranger would not mind, at all, if other people would like him, or not, because, all those emotions towards him, experienced and expressed by the others, would be as false as the others are. He would not care what somebody would think about him, as somebody’s thoughts would be as false as somebody is. He would be understood only by those who are like him. So, the ‘rangers’ will act as a team, wherever they happen to be individually and although they would not be in contact with each other.

Of course, this state of mind, the real consciousness, would not have anything to do with what has been promoted in this reality as an “enlightenment”, which is a state of mind advertised for the… personalities. An enlightened chook would still be a chook, an enlightened zombie will still be a… zombie. As we could see from J. Keel’s observations, this experience has been frequently induced or provided to many personalities, by so called, the “control system”. It has been set up as another false goal for False Is, as something to chase, while they are living their false lives, in the false reality. So, from the gnostic point of view, what we call the “enlightenment”, would be regarded just as a severe form of the divorcement from the reality. In the false matrix-reality, we can only have a false matrix-spirituality. (This may need to be understood on the level of one’s being).

Individualisation of the human being, would be a process of establishing a connection with his Real I, and this can not be done by following anybody or, anything, which is served to us from… outside. One has to follow oneself. There is no an external authority. As long as one would have an external authority, whatever its name, and would it be from ‘above’ or from ‘below’, he would not be able to individualise himself, he would not be able to connect himself with his Real I, he would not be able to… wake up. (Here, one may see the article below, on this blog: The Containers, which might be helpful to grasp the concept.)



P.S. If you have not forgotten what the real awakening means, that would be a good sign!?


Part V

When working on ourselves towards our individualisation and the final liberation of our human being, exposing our foreign installation, as such, could be done by a process of a self observation. (Some of the previous posts on the blog, may be helpful in understanding that.) The process is not easy, as we are dealing here with something which is “all what we know about ourselves” (as Moravieff said above).

It is not about “we vs them”, it is not about the concept: “good guys against the bad guys”, as promoted by, so called, alternative media or some “spiritual” sources (the “alternative sources” would be, of course, just another part of the “matrix-show-program”). It is about “We vs Us” and when we win, when the Real part of our being conquers the Unreal part of our being, then we will see what we are going to do with “them”, if anything at all. (The current concept of “good guys” fighting the “forces of evil”, in the objective reality translates into – shooting in the dark with blind ammunition and reading the effects by the help of our personality’s wishful thinking. So, we may have a strange case here, where the unreal is fighting the unreal!?)

Once we become – real, the question would be: – How something false would be able to harm us? How something unreal may harm or manipulate the real? No way! The unreal and real would not share the same reality.

Therefore, in one of previously mentioned posts, I said:

“When we are in our being, we are in an another dimension or, in another reality, where all those virtual “archontic” or “evil” forces, do not have an access! We are in their virtual reality only when we are identified with “our” virtual personality!”

(You may check it out, if you are interested, and please, report the results, here!?)

At the first stage, with a sufficient awareness, we would watch ourselves and there, we may employ a sort of a “meditation” (which is not a classical meditation) as described by E. Tolle, here:


You would not need a lot of time to see that the process of switching off your thoughts (and so, our personality’s input) is not easy, as it may seem, because the “thoughts requiring our immediate attention” will be coming, one after another, however, it is OK, because we can move into an observer mode and watch them, as they are, NOT identifying ourselves with them. They will be presented to us as they were ours, but they are not. After a while, you will be able to see how your “machine” works… mechanically, and nothing else, but… mechanically. If you would think that the emotions which may accompany or emerge as a result of those thoughts, were yours, you would be wrong. All those “classical” emotions we experience in our daily life are not ours. What we call here the love, hate, fear, anxiety, worries, happiness, sadness, frustration, anger, cosmic altruism, good mood, bad mood… all that belongs to the… personality.

While the emotions belong to the ‘foreign installation’ some of our feelings may come from the Real I (or the upper centres of the Soul) and we should be able to recognise them. So, we have to get to know ourselves and to become aware enough to see our – ‘machine’ at work and to recognise the real influences, coming from the Real I. (Once you see it by yourself, you will understand what Gurdjieff was talking about, at the above quoted conversation.)

Emotions and various reactions coming from the machine are automatic and often followed by a drive to do something, as they are mechanical by their nature.

Influences coming from the Real I will be coming in the now, in the present moment and it will be related for the present moment. (Something like, as per the saying – “Wisdom knows what to do, when the moment comes”). You will be gradually coming out of the linear time (as perceived by the personality), and whatever you would be doing in the present moment, it will be optimally reflected in what our personalities call the future.

The process of waking up may be followed, by a sort of “hyperdimensional attacks”, because, you may be reported to the “boss” (AI-“supercomputer”) by your own (supercomputer’s) “installation” or by the “installations” of the people you interact with. These attacks may be taken as a nice tool to determine where is your Real I in the relation with “your” personality, because, as long as you would feel the effects of the AI-General Law upon yourself, (trying to scare you off, or to return you back to the ‘chicken coop’), that would mean that you are still identified with “your” personality.

Waking up is not the end of anything, it is something far from ‘nirvana’ as advertised by the matrix-spirituality; it is just a start of a conscious living and we will be facing another challenges i.e. lessons, appropriate to our state of mind, appropriate to the level of the awareness we have reached, as it is all about the esoteric development of our being, about the development of our individual consciousness, which is a true, humane consciousness.

During the process of waking up, our personality may do various stunts, just to keep itself in the control, however, its show program, whatever it comes with, must be recognised on the level of our being and dealt with… until it becomes clear, that its time is… over.

The true, the Real Consciousness, can be manifested in this reality only through those of us who have the Real I in themselves. The non-human consciousness, or better to say, the entropic non-human intelligence (with a “mask of sanity”), has been manifested in this reality through its “proxy-servers” i.e. personalities, occupying human bodies and supressing the manifestation of the Real I; and so, the manifestation of the Real Consciousness. If a sufficient number of people would wake up on time and manifest the Real Consciousness through their actions, through their doing… they will be able to change the reality on behalf of the human being. The awakened ‘eagles’ would be able to change this reality… the current chookyard, into an environment where ‘eagles’ would be able to live as eagles and thrive as eagles. The chicken-reality will be changed into an eagle-reality.

Another type of ‘warfare’ may start which could sound strange, as we would not be required to “shoot” at the “entropic forces”. There will be no need for that, even for the defence purposes, because, the Real Consciousness is humane and aware. The Real human being will respect all life, even the artificial one, however it will not allow to be manipulated by anything and anybody. This may be hard to understand, at this stage, however, it can be said that by shooting at us, the entities belonging to the entropic forces will be shooting at an empty space, as there would be no personality to receive the attack and whatever they send to us, it will be coming back to the sender, as a boomerang. Literally, the one who would shoot a bullet at you, by doing that, may commit a suicide as the bullet will return to him. The real can not be harmed by the unreal. A character from a cartoon movie you are watching on the screen, can not harm you. By waking up, you may come out of the movie reality or the virtual game and cease to be a character there with a role, assigned to you by somebody/something else. For us, the people identified with their personalities would be just like some movie characters, therefore, unreal and it would be up to us, how seriously we would be taking them. As one still would have a personality, by taking his personality out of the pocket and switching it on consciously, he may enter the game, interact with it and be perceived by other game characters; he may stay in the game and play it consciously as long as necessary and then exit the game at his own will, by switching off its personality. So, depending on the acquired level of consciousness, one may influence the reality in the chookyard, based on an understanding why he is doing, what he is doing. We will be responsible for all our actions.

If the number of awakened human beings would be sufficient, we may change this environment. If not, then those ‘eagles’ who wake up, may have to leave this chookyard (make a dimensional shift?!), and those eagles left inside and identified with the chickens, may have to enjoy the “end game scenario”, together with the chickens.

At the end, it is up to you…

Definition of awakening

Our personalities like definitions, and so, here, we will provide the real definition of the awakening of the human being. Of course, your personality would not like that definition. By now, your personality has its own views about what waking up means in this reality, on the basis of the information which it has collected from other… personalities, however, in a controlled reality, such as this one, we can not expect a lot of true information.

Say, this matrix reality is a false reality, however, in order to experience the false reality and in order to be heavily manipulated in this reality, we come here implanted with a “foreign installation” (as Carlos Castaneda would call it), or an interface with which we identify ourselves and through which we experience this false reality. So, one may say that the false or artificial reality has been experienced through a false or artificial implant, which is our… personality. So, the false has been experienced by the false. In the Eastern Gnosis, the personality was called the False I and beside the False I, we or better to say, many of us, are supposed to have a Real I, or higher centers of the Soul. However, most of us live whole our lives identified with our False I, and die without being much aware of our Real I.

As an artificial structure, the personality can not wake up (but, she can get a master degree or even PhD in pretending of doing it!)  and, as it is a part of the matrix structure, she can not get out of it. In fact, the personality has been designed to keep us in the matrix. This is her program, her duty, her job and her work instruction.

Therefore, the real awakening means, exposing our own personality as a foreign installation-implant-False I-Trojan horse… and subjecting it to the control of the Real I, which in the meanwhile, should have been developed up to the task.

This is not easy to do, because, everything you know about yourself, is your… personality. And, of course, all those beliefs, many of which were soo dear to your personality, you will have to discard into a rubbish bin. This procedure might be a bit painful and followed by a headache, however, the personality is the one which feels the pain and suffers from headaches, so do not worry; in fact, if you would worry at all, then again, it would not be you, but your foreign installation i.e. your… personality.

At the end, please be aware, this definition has been just read by your… personality… and it will now try to deny it, ignore it and forget it! If the definition is true, you may experience some cognitive dissonance, because your personality will try to go on with the business as usual… while your Real I may start awakening and your being will be getting two pictures, one embedded in lies as usual, coming from your… personality, and the other, the true one, coming from your Real I.  



P.S. Of course, something like that, we would never hear from our famous spiritual teachers i.e. their… personalities… (which are designed so, to keep us in the matrix).



When we are in our being, we are in an another dimension or, in another reality, where all those virtual “archontic” or “evil” forces, do not have an access! We are in their virtual reality only when we are identified with “our” virtual personality!

That would be another truth which may set somebody free, if contemplated and realized on the level of somebody’s being. In fact, this truth is too simple and our intellect alone is not able to grasp it. Our intellect (or the lower intellectual centre, as called in the Eastern Gnosis) is used to interpreting and solving big paradigms and challenges, we are facing in the chook yard, as eagles who think they were the chooks, and it is under control of our personality; (as R. Steiner used to say, – “our intellect/mind is not rooted in the reality”).

Say, in our daily life we face a “problem” or a “challenge”; whatever its source, it would not matter; the stream of “negative” thoughts starts pouring through our heads, followed mechanically by “negative” emotions, which lead us to the classic states of an anxiety, where we may start to worry, which may further proceed into a state of fear… and so on…; and instead of associating our being with the developing drama, we can ALWAYS say to our personality: “Thank you for your contribution, if it was the best you could offer to me”… and then move into the present moment, switch off “our” thoughts, where we will be aware of ourselves and of our environment, our breathing, aware of the sounds, smells… aware… of everything. (There is a link below, where E. Tolle describes it nicely.) So, in this state we may feel more aware and alive than just a few moments before, when we were firmly identified with our personality which was loading us with its dramas, paradigms, problems, worries etc. leading us to live in some state between the past and the future, which do not exist, just to stay as long as possible under its control.

Here, it needs to be emphasised, that this state of presence in ourselves with our thinking mind/personality switched off, does not mean “escaping from the reality”, because, whatever our personality is able to manufacture and offer to us, can not be real. What it is able to offer to us, would be just another illusion, which we should accept from it, as the reality and ‘enjoy’; and this is what we are doing all the time, except, when we sleep, i.e. when the personality (‘it’) is switched off.  We can fit there all those ‘dramas’ in which our own personality and other personalities are trying to engages us, all the time.

Coming back to the above parable about the eagle in the chook yard, after the eagle starts waking up to his true nature and so, automatically, becomes a target of a “hyperdimensional attack”, the personality attached to him (yes, I am talking about this, “dear”, “beautiful” and “clever” personality which writes this post and your “dear”, “beautiful” and “clever” personality which reads it) perceives the attack (it would not be a surprise that in some instances it would be its own job?!) and it goes into defensive mode, where again we would feel all those effects which may culminate in fear… even a panic… where we may become terrified and start losing our energy and strengths… where it can lead us to the point of a break down… where may even think that we would not be able to survive… that it… no more… and then by some “miracle” we overcome it…. and, after that, we are supposed to go back to the chook yard, happy that we are still around and so, now, we can continue with our happy chook life… till we are served next drama. It may sound tragicomic, but all what we could have done to prevent the last drama, it was to say:

“Fuck off, am not interested to take part in that”!

But we could not, because, we were not sufficiently aware.

And, at the end, when we hear a “click” deep inside our being, when we finally realise the issue, (this realisation would not be followed by the same emotion as, when we say: “What a fool I was!” after making some mistake in our daily life, as the emotion normally comes from the personality, which would, at this moment, be in a ‘deflated‘ condition), our personality still may try give some signs of a resistance, saying something like: – „Hold on… did you see what happened to that chook over there, they killed her… did you see that one there… she died from cancer… what about this one, here, in the paper… she was raped… and what about those chooks who are suffering from hunger… and, that one, over there, she was abducted, implanted and abused by aliens… it could happen to us, as well…“

„Yes, it is true that all these is happening to chooks, however, I am not a chook any more and it does not apply on me, now – I am an EAGLE. And, now, it is your turn to listen to me, or you are out! Oh, yes, and from now on, your name and surname, mean – nothing!”



P.S. That would be somewhere, where the real Way of an esoteric development of a human being would start, as described in the Eastern Gnosis.

Eagles in the chook yard

There is a parable, related by Anthony de Mello, in one of his books, which pretty nicely describes the situation, we are in:

“Somebody found an eagle’s egg and put it in a nest of a barnyard hen. The eaglet hatched with the brood of chicks and grew up with them. All his life the eagle did what the barnyard chicks did, thinking he was a barnyard chicken. He scratched the earth for worms and insects. He clucked and cackled. And he would thrash his wings and fly a few feet into the air.

Years passed and the eagle grew very old. One day he saw a magnificent bird above him in the cloudless sky. It glided in graceful majesty among the powerful wind currents, with scarcely a beat on his strong golden wings. The old eagle looked up in awe. “Who’s that?” he asked. “That’s the eagle, the king of the birds,” said his neighbour. “He belongs to the sky. We belong to the earth – we’re chickens.” So the eagle lived and died a chicken, for that’s what he thought he was.”


If we contemplate a bit the above parable, each of us may ask himself/herself the following question:


Who I am, an eagle or a chicken?


If you consider yourself as an eagle in the chook yard, and taking into account what I wrote about containers in one of my previous articles on this page, then, there could be a truth, which may set you free and the truth is:




The truth can not set us free just by itself, as an information, if it is not recognised and understood, as such, on the level of our being and lived, as such. Here, I will try to explain it in a way that many others may understand it, so that it is not just me, seeing things. A “sacred” (archontic) source says a big truth: “The kingdom of God is within you”, implying that you have to follow the source, if you want to get there, and that is, where the catch is. You can not reach you kingdom by following anybody and anything. Even not if you are following yourself, if by yourself, you regard your personality with its name and surname.

 “A real confusion for exterior man comes from the undeveloped state of his Personality. Save for rare exceptions, he knows nothing inside himself other than the Personality. This, by its contrast with his body, presents itself to him as his soul. Nevertheless, due to its hostile attitude towards the real ‘I’, the Personality is more closely linked to the body than to the true ‘I’. This soul-Personality is therefore perishable.

 This explains the apparent contradiction in which we attribute immortality to the soul, yet speak as if it is in danger of perishing and the obligation on our part to care about its salvation. In fact, there is only one means of salvation for the soul-Personality: and that is its intimate junction— through the medium of the higher centres of consciousness—with the true, eternal and imperishable Soul which manifests itself in man under certain conditions.

 By this fusion the soul-Personality, which has no light of its own, will shine with the light of the immortal Soul with which, from now on, it will become one. The strength of the real ‘I’ will then render the personal ‘I’—who has thus become identified with it, immortal. This is the meaning of the word Salvation.


– Waking Consciousness is the daytime consciousness of the Personality. Putting pathological cases aside, its scope and its amplitude  develop with the cultural development of the individual: it is the subjective consciousness of ‘I’.

– Consciousness of the real’I’ is the consciousness of the Individuality, otherwise described as objective consciousness of the individual ‘I’.

 Source: Mouravieff, Gnosis I

[In order to gain a better understanding of the personality, one may download the above book, in the “find” option put the word ‘personality’ and then read everything what was written around it.]


Our personality is the part of our being which keeps us in the chook yard and we can not get out, as long as, we identify ourselves with it. One may say, she is programmed to keep us there by identifying us with chooks and preventing us to realise our eagle’s nature. The personality is like a “foreign installation” or “the predator’s mind” (using Castaneda’s terminology), however, it is one part of our being and as such, we should use it as a tool for our interaction with this reality. Our being, or the Real I, is supposed to control our personality and not the other way around, as it is happening now, as we speak about it, here, in the chook yard.

Imagine that we are characters in a virtual reality game, called:

 Individualization of the human being

…and, as long as we have not individualised ourselves (i.e. reached the consciousness of the – Real I), anybody and anything can do to us, whatever they like, as per the nature of their beings. So, they can manipulate us in whatever way they like and they will be pretty successful in that and many of us will suffer, while the suffering is not mandatory.

The overcoming the “archontic control” is not possible on the level of our personalities (identified with the chooks). The archons can control and manipulate the chooks, but they can not control and manipulate the eagles!

So, in order to wake up to our real eagle’s nature, we will have to get out of any ‘containers’, we are currently in; and to unload from us all “our” official, unofficial and personal beliefs, because the beliefs belong to the personality. First, we have to examine and recognise them, as such, as we tend to regard many of “our” beliefs as a knowledge, but beliefs are just beliefs and if something is the knowledge, then it will provide to us consistent results, whenever we apply it. Getting rid of beliefs and all our ‘sacred cows’ may be a long and painful procedure, because many of them are dear to us, i.e. to our personalities. There is only one belief which may be helpful, at the beginning, and it is the belief in ourselves, and later, it should turn into a – knowledge of ourselves.

It must be clear to us, that NOBODY can help us to individualize ourselves. There is no help, as any “help” could only be detrimental to us. You can not reach your being, your Real I, your eagle’s nature, by following somebody/something else. Are we able to see that most of the outside content, which we perceive, is designed so to get us to follow it!? Or, to condition us to stay in the following-mode!? (Even, most of the websites, offering us whatever content, have the “follow-button” for us!? This is not by chance!)

Somebody, who is in the ‘transitioning’ phase, from a chook into an eagle, may share his views and opinions with those who are interested, and some of it may be helpful for others, however, he/she would be aware that nobody can follow him/her. This is something which one can do only alone! Therefore, all those who are taking followers, as gods, priests, gurus, leaders, teachers etc. are not aware individuals or entities and that is why, we are BIGGER than them even if, till this moment, we were following anybody or anything. And, if in this moment we realize it, we will stop following. If we do not, then – just stay in the chook yard and enjoy the life and the fate of a chook!

After we stop following others and after we gain a sufficient awareness of our personalities and our being, then we will be able to know, which influences are coming from the being and which from the personality. The influences from the being will be coming as an inner knowing, related to the now and they will never be accompanied by a drive to do something, without an understanding of why should we be doing that. And, the good thing is, each of us will have to discern alone, his/her own being from his personality. After a while, we will be starting to act more and more out of the being, than out of the personality. And, in this way, we will be becoming more and more like the eagles, for this is what we really are.


Hyperdimensional attacks


The hyperdimensional attacks are of such a nature that you can not prove them to anybody else, as there is nothing solid there, what you may use as an evidence. It seems that Tom Campbell  was right when he said in his book My Big TOE, that the “uncertainty principle” has been applied wherever an interaction between two different realities or planes of existence, takes place. This may work to our advantage, as well, as this leaves a room for us to take the responsibility in our hands for whatever is happening to us. This is very important because of the psychological reasons. If somebody or something managed to fool or to harm us, it is our fault. We were the ones who allowed it. Otherwise, we would not be in control of our being. 

It seems that most of these attacks have archontic origin (where we may include an AI, employed by them?!), although they may be delivered through people who are close to us. In such cases, they will act as the vehicles, conduits or channels through which the attacks would be carried out. Of course, they would do the assigned job mostly unconsciously.  

However, it could be said that our Mind axis, will be utilized as a channel of the attack, on many instances. (Say, our “holy trinity” spreads through the creation on three axes: the Soul axis, the Spirit axes and the Mind axis, and all three have a cross point, inside our being.) Our mind component seems to be prone to hijacking or hacking, so to say. 

In the Eastern gnosis, the General Law was described in such a way and terminology, which today could be interpreted as something pretty close to an “AI”, or a “computerised matrix control system”, which is designed to keep everybody where he/she is, in order to perform its basic purpose; in our case, to be “food for the Moon”, as Gurdjieff would say (and we may interpret it as another plane of existence, together with the beings who populate it). Here follows what Mouravieff said about it, long ago: 

“As a cell of humanity, man forms part of organic life on Earth. This life in its ensemble represents a very sensitive organ of our planet, playing an important role in the economy of the solar system. As a cell of this organ, man finds himself under the influence of the General Law, which keeps him in his place. In fact, this law leaves him a certain margin or tolerance. It allows him some free movement within the limits it sets. Within these boundaries, which are very limited objectively although subjectively they appear vast, man can give free rein to his fantasies and his ambitions. Without going too far into the definition of these limits and detailed description of the components of this General Law, we can say as an example that one of those factors is hunger: the servitude of working to assure our subsistence. 

The chain: sexual instinct; procreation; and the care of parents for their children, is another factor. The esoteric maxim that applies to this aspect of life is conceived thus: carnal love is necessary for the general good. Lastly, fear in its many forms constitutes the third group of factors in question. On the whole, the permitted margin for free movement tolerated by the General Law is limited by something best described in a term less scientific than colourful: bourgeois happiness. Careers in every branch of human activity; fortune; family; love; honours etc.; all are subject to the sine qua non condition of unconditional if only subconscious acceptance of the inevitability of Death. 

As long as man accepts the principle of the final annihilation of his Personality without a fight, he can carry on in life without attracting the increasing pressure of the General Law upon himself. The case is totally different if he struggles to surpass the limits which it imposes. He then runs against the action upon him of this Law and its derivatives. It acts simultaneously on several planes: physical, mental and moral. Its action on the moral plane is conceived by man, since time immemorial, in the form of a personification: the Devil. 

In the orthodox Tradition demonology occupies a considerable place. We find there practical constatations, fine and profound observations on the highly sophisticated and insidious forms that the Devil’s action takes in very varied circumstances, in which it goes as far as using the good faith of humans for its own ends. 

We will also find precious advice, based on accumulated experience over the ages, which is particularly helpful to students of esoteric science; because once the first positive results are obtained, those students will unmistakably run up against the active opposition of the law and the game of the Crafty One.” 

(Mouravieff; Gnosis 1, pages 68-69) 

The (eastern) gnostics did not make themselves busy with trying to determine if a source of an attack was a devil, archon, alien or whatever, they fitted all such activities under the actions or effects of the General Law, which was trying to prevent them in their esoteric development. From the point of view of the General Law, they were considered as “rebels”. So, it was well understood that the General Law would keep bashing you, from time to time, or treat you with various shocks, here and there, while you go along the Way, towards your individualization and freedom. 

“This kind of shock will never be lacking for those who work in the world. Indeed, to the General Law someone who ‘moves’ looks like a fugitive from collective work, and nature takes immediate steps—a whole series of appropriate measures — to make the rebel fall back into line.”

(Mouravieff; Gnosis II, page 210) 

From our point of view, it would be hard to know for sure, what was exactly the source of this control system or mechanism, which beside its “stick and carrot” operating principle, is able to employ numerous other insidious and cunning measures, in order to manipulate us; how is it connected to us; how it reads or, is scanning us; how it exerts its function etc. Is it just an AI, connected to us through some implants, chakras, the pineal gland, or whatever, or is it aliens/archons, or  a combination of both?! I do not know. And, this does not mean that we can not have some assumptions or a working hypothesis, made on the basis of our observations and experience. Of course, our current assumptions and hypotheses, we should regard and present exactly like that, and not as a knowledge.  


If we go back to the esoteric maxima, “as above, so below”, what we can see on our level, it may apply to the ‘above’ one; so, some of this dynamics may be reflected in our food production facilities, down here, where we employ a food control system, which could run automatically and under a limited supervision. For an example, with the help of robotics and AI, just a few people may run and oversee the production of thousands of chickens. In case of sheep and cattle, the traceability procedure is employed, as well, where RFID chips (implants) have made it possible to trace the animals from the farm to the table. Hazard Analysis Critical Control Point Program (HACCP) will help us to identify and control all possible hazards which may jeopardize food wholesomeness by subjecting each step of food production to a hazard analysis, and by determining which particular hazards could be introduced or controlled at any of those steps. We may conduct a risk assessment, too, for each one of them. Then, we would determine, so called, Critical Control Points (CCPs), where those hazards could be controlled. Some of hazards will be allowed to occur inside Critical Limits (CLs are values which separate acceptability from unacceptability), which we will determine and monitor; however, there will be those hazards which we will call – “Zero Tolerance Defects”. As their name implies, they will have to be detected on time and eliminated, because they have a potential to jeopardize the safety of our food. If results of the  process monitoring would indicate a loss of control, then we will have to implement an appropriate Corrective Action, in order to regain the control. At some stages, we may place so called Data loggers (implants!?) into the product, which will monitor various parameters i.e. what was happening inside the food, before we eat it. HACCP Program can not be successfully implemented without, so called, “Pre-requisite programs,” so, they have to be in place before implementation of HACCP program.

[That would be some standard operating procedures (SOPs), like the Maintenance, Operational sanitation and hygiene, Pest control, Chemical control etc., which on a higher level may correspond to various belief systems, as implemented in the previously mentioned containers. They would control our minds, and therefore our perception, which would not be able to perceive what was really going on.]  

On our level, the Animal welfare program would ensure that the animals will need to be properly stunned, before we… use them, because, in a stunned condition, they would not be able to see and feel anything. (Some esoteric sources describe human beings as “stunned” or “tranquilised”, maybe not by a chance?!) 

Now, the question is, would it be far fetched if we take into account the possibility, that somebody/something else, has been doing the same to us, on a far more sofisticated and technologically advanced scale?! We may not be able to perceive it/them, however, we may see and feel some of the effects of that manipulation. Could a similar monitoring system be applied on us, which would monitor and control us, as a food/energy source?!  

And, as we do genetical experimentation on animals, trying to improve those of their qualities which would suit us (more milk, more and better quality wool, more meat…), could somebody/something else do something similar to us, for their own needs?! There is a lot of indication that it might be the case. 

The targets!? 

If you start to question the official version of the reality, or so called, consensus reality, or the content of the container in which you are, it could be quite enough to come under attention of the control system, which may detect and define you as a hazard, or at least, as a potential hazard, and then, it would apply automatically some of the corrective measures it has in store. They may be various, depending on the psychological profile of the personality regarded as a hazard, so that her weak spots could be targeted. Usually, the control system will try to return you back to where you came from, which would usually be your current or previous container, or it would throw in front of you a bait, which would be designed so, to lure you into – another container, more appropriate for you, where you would feel more comfortable and stop to question the reality, at least, for a while. The procedure seems to be mechanical in its essence, and in most cases, the victim would not not notice it. At such times, the Jehovah’s Witnesses may knock on the doors and if you do not take their bait, you will be soon served another. If you reject that one, the next one would come, and so on, till you take something, which may even look as tailored exactly for your needs. Some strange synchronicities may even appear, so you may get under an impression, that you were guided into the right direction by a divine hand. 

Those of us who, out of some reason, try to investigate some aspects of the control system, like UFOs, would get a special attention, as well. It is hard to investigate the system, which controls us. So, in most of the cases, our investigation will be controlled by the same system, and at the end, we will arrive to the conclusions, which were already predetermined by the same system. Then, we may write a book to tell others how the things are, which may further confound the belief system of those who read it. It would not be a surprise that even the control system may undertake such projects, where it would pick up an appropriate person and inspire him to investigate it, and then lead him to the particular conclusions (“They do not exist”; “OK, they exist, but they are helping us secretly in our spiritual evolution”… etc.)!? One may say that, as a result of such procedures, most of the books about UFOs, especially those which are today regarded as bestsellers, are essentially B.S. promoting just another false paradigm. 

However, in case of those researches of the same phenomena who are more stubborn, independent and sincere, the control system may employ other measures, like threats and various other punishments, so they may become frightened, fearful and intimidated to the point of being terrified. So, no wonder, many would pull into reverse gear and keep quiet, trying to return into the “happy matrix life” or, in some cases, they would suddenly start preaching about cosmic altruism, spirituality, unconditional love etc. (Like, somebody/something has reprogrammed them?!) 

 The same dynamics may happen if one investigates paranormal phenomena, which usually result when some sort of interaction between our and another reality takes place. 

Some of those investigating AI, as a possible source of the manipulation of the mankind, would be coming under the fire, as well. 

If we go back to the gnostic Parable of the Coach, that I have mentioned in some of my previous articles, where the coachman represents our – Personality (closely associated with the Mind component but, more or less, divorced from the reality), the horses – the Spirit, the carriage – the physical body and where the passenger would be – the Soul. One may say that the control system would try to shoot the coachman, if it wants to crash or disable the coach. He is the driver and he is the most vulnerable. So, the attack will be directed at him. 

He is supposed to keep the horses and the carriage in a good order, and listen to the passenger for directions, when the navigation through this reality is in question. However, in most cases, the coachman is unaware of the passenger or he does not hear him. He considers himself as the only one who is in charge of the coach and best qualified for steering it around.  

The roads leading through this reality may be dangerous, as there are many robbers waiting to ambush the coaches and rob them. 

The passenger has a natural ability to see in time, and by navigating the coach, she may prevent the attacks by choosing safe roads and directions; and not only that, it is well armed and may have a great shooting abilities. In case of an ambush of the coach, the passenger may neutralise the gangsters. 

However, in most cases, the coachman ignores his passenger and all those potentials of the coach have not been utilised.  To complicate the situation more, many coaches have been running around without the passenger. Was the passenger stolen by some robbers, or has she jumped out, seeing the coachman’s reckless behavior, or the coach simply turned up in this reality without the passenger, it is hard to know. What is worse, it seems that in some coaches, on the passenger’s seat, are sitting entities which were not human, at all, and they are mentoring the coachmen in which direction to go and how to behave. So, we have many hijacked coaches running around and it seems that some of them are changing the traffic signs beside the roads to confuse others, and exercising various other activities to fool the genuine coaches. 

The most optimal case, would be if the coachman becomes aware of the problem, and do whatever necessary to make the connection with the passenger, while he still has one. A better connection with the horses, as well, and their better understanding, would also prevent their exhaustion (no more running along no-through roads and in wrong directions) and may improve their wellbeing and performance. However, that would mean for him sharing the ownership and control of the coach with other components of the coach and he would not be happy with that. He knows well that he did a good job, and whatever he managed to perceive as bad in his existence, it was not his error. 

[Here, we need to emphasise that there is a discipline which all coachmen have engaged themselves in. The discipline is called –  Lying to ourselves . So, beside the level of the awareness the coachmen/personalities have managed to reach, another difference between them is that ones have achieved a master degree in the faculty of lying, while the others have acquired the PhD.] 

But, say, he somehow manages to realise that without his connection with other components of the coach, there is no future and a meaningful life, and he starts making an effort to do it. This would mean, stepping finally on the road of the esoteric development of the being.  

The soul, as a passenger inside our being, has its own consciousness. She experiences events in a different way, than our other components, the mind and the spirit. One may say that she is able to see the truth, as it is (an impartial judge). Now, the events experienced by our coachman/personality are distorted, because, the personality is closely associated with the mind component, which is prone to conditioning and as such, as Rudolf Steiner used to say – “not rooted in the reality”. So, coachmen with even a weak connection with the passenger, on the level of the coach, or their being, may be getting two different pictures about the reality and perceived events and this may cause, so called, cognitive dissonance, which may be followed by many psycho-somatic symptoms. This may cause  a split on the level of the being, as one part  of the being would tend to live in lies, as long as possible, while the other wants only – the truth. This condition may lead to a severe depression, as well. 

Therefore, when someone starts going along the (gnostic) Way of esoteric development, it is said, that once a certain point is reached, he can not turn and go back. This certain point is formation of the so called “magnetic centre” which would act as a bridge between the lower centres of the personality and the Soul. At that point, the soul will gain a better access to the being, which would mean: No more lies! We can not go back to the “happy matrix life”, any more. 


It seems that, as we have on our level some agencies like NSA, scanning all electronic communications systems, our correspondence and phone conversations, using “key words”, to detect “suspicious activities” and individuals which may threaten the system or the government; in the similar manner, the matrix control system may use AI for detection of our thoughts and words, which may indicate that their source (a human being) may threaten it!? Its “Search and Fix” software, would have not only certain “key words”, but the “key thoughts”, as well, as a more sophisticated technology. (Again, as above, so below!?) When, by scanning our minds and words (written and spoken), it detects a ‘defect’ or a person which it would define as a potential hazard, it would determine the risk and classify it accordingly; then it would apply an appropriate corrective action. It is possible that, in case of detection of more serious hazards or those “Zero Tolerance Defects”, it may activate an alarm bell, and in this case, the hazardous person may get an individual attention by real beings, who are in charge of the production and the quality assurance system?! A Zero tolerance defect would be a human being who has reached a certain point of awareness in this controlled reality, and therefore she/he would be regarded as dangerous, as she/he would have the potential to get out of the food chain or make some damages in their food production facility. He/she may be well aware of the AI and its modes of operation, and so likely to neutralise its actions against him/her. Therefore, he/she could be subjected to special corrective measures by some supervisors or quality assurance staff. (This does not mean that they have to be effective, because, the same guy may be aware of them, too, and therefore able to provide a meaningful resistance.)

It seems that our thoughts are easier detectable by the matrix surveillance systems if they are accompanied by strong emotions. (Emotions would be detectable, too!?) 


So, as mentioned before, the personality or the coachman will be the target of the attack, and it will be delivered through the Mind axis.  

Thought insemination 

Not all thoughts are our own thoughts. An inseminated thought would usually turn up in our Mind out of nowhere. It would not be a product of the sequence of our thinking process. It will just parachute there and then it will be picked up by our personality and used as a seed for developing a sort of a drama, which will be fictious in essence, but experienced as the real (threat), by the targeted being. It seems that his own energy would be used for fueling the attack, after a feedback loop has been established. This would be followed by emotional reactions and physical ones, too. This, initial though, could be associated with an event we have experienced, or with some of our recent activities. All this will be accompanied with a drive or a compulsion to do something and whatever we do in such states, we will make things even worse. It is very hard to resist such feelings or influences, which are accompanied with a drive to react in a specific way. 

If we know that, so called, “B-influences” which are coming from the higher centers of our being are never accompanied with a drive or a compulsion to do something (they are behaving like respecting our free will), then we would be able to recognize those A-influences (or matrix-influences) which would often sound rational and push us to do something which is essentially erratic. B-influences leave always some room for a contemplation so to understand why we should do something or should not do something (whatever we do, it must be based on an understanding), while A-influences would never allow that. They drive us to do something now, like we were some reactive machines. They are compulsive. 

For an example, somewhere, more than 10 years ago, I found myself in a newly established, specialized esoteric container, whose content was a mixture of channeled material and already existing esoteric material, chosen in such a way, to support the channeled staff. It has started just as a discussion group and it has gradually turned into a container; so, I was like in the story about the frog in the pot, where the water temperature gets gradually increased to the point of boiling and the frog keeps adapting itself to the raising temperature and it  can not determine the exact time when it needs to get out. So, when the frog realises what is going on, it is usually too late, and it gets cooked.  

[Like with other containers a leadership was formed (consisting of the person who received the channelled staff and those group members who were able to rationalize it in the best way); then, the container name was registered as a trading mark (so that nobody could steal that particular name); a container financing system was established, “Donate-button” installed, etc… and now, “let’s go to work for the good of humanity and ourselves”!]  

So, like the frog in the pot, I was gradually accustoming myself to the new atmosphere and the container content, and as in every container, the management/teachers were guiding members how to think, what to think, what to do, what not; what is, what is not, what could be, what not etc. The individualization of the members was highly priced, too, however, it was something which one could achieve only in the future, by following properly the teachers, which were following the leader, which was following (or guided by?!) the source of the channelled staff. Then, by the time, I started noting some inconsistencies in the container content and behaviour of the management staff, and I switched into a passive mode, acting more like an observer. I did not want to raise the issues as I knew that a critical judgement was not welcomed and on the other hand, I was not sure if I perceived the material and events objectively. And, of course, I was curious, as well. (Curiosity killed the cat.) Then, a time came when I noted that some container members were clearly manipulated by the leader and the management, and that was where I reacted, and brought up the issue, along with the other inconsistencies I have noted. And, that is where I made a mistake, instead of saying what I had and leaving the container, I engaged in a long discussion trying to prove my points, which is, in essence, a futile exercise. Most of the container members become container-dependent and destruction of the container is not an option for them. So, now, I was perceived as threatening the integrity of the container and then attacked by the container members and the management, which I experienced, as being attacked by a bee hive. There was a lot of packed energy there directed at me, which I did not have a big problem with, however, I felt that somebody/something else joined the game, more powerful, which I could not rationalise, at that time. (Later, I believed that it was the container owner?!) So, my personality/coachman got hit hardly, derailed and started behaving erratically. Thoughts were streaming through my mind like a river and I could not stop them. I felt like my energy was going somewhere down the drain, like being sucked in by somebody/something and I went into some sort of a panic mode, which was accompanied by some bad visions and a feverish condition, on the level of my physical body. The alarm bell started ringing, I had to do something, or I am out. Then, I somehow managed to calm down, just for a few moments and I addressed my soul asking the question – what to do? The answer came back as an inner knowledge, that I have to get a video, some stupid comedy, and watch it with a glass of wine. It seemed to me as a somehow bizarre idea, however, I did it and after that I went to bed. Tomorrow morning, the situation was completely different, my head was clear and I learned the lesson. So, I somehow managed to avoid the “frog in the pot fate”, although, I got out of the pot in a half cooked condition and it took me quite a while to recover. 

When the hyperdimensional attacks are delivered through the mind axis, this means that in order to stop them, we have to close the conduit or the channel. We have to switch off “our” thoughts. If we did not do it on time, the thought stream coming that way would be very hard to stop. It will get just stronger and stronger. In this case, we will have to divert our attention to something else.  

E. Tolle has described it pretty nicely in the book the Power of Now, how to stop the thoughts, and move into the moment in which we are now (which is only what exists), and to stay present in yourself. There are some videos of his lectures, as well: 


 This is very important as, if properly understood, this may be very helpful. By doing that, we are switching off our personality, as well, which is the target of the attack. In this way, there is nothing there any more, what could be attacked. 


Around 6 years ago, I proposed to some members from a metaphysical forum, in our language, to translate Dr Karla Turner’s book, Masquerade of Angels. So, several of us shared the job, as each one was assigned to translate some chapters of the book. And, this was quite enough to come under the “fire from above”. It did not pass long, when they started complaining about strange things happening to them, where putting a helmet on the head, while translating the book, would not be of much help. I somehow felt responsible for them, because I was the one who initiated the project, and I tried to give them some advice how to dodge the bullets, as by then, I have had some experience with that. I made some correspondence with other people, as well, who had some similar experiences and have researched it, in order to collect more information. Here is an excerpt from a conversation with one of them, with some information which might be helpful: 

sms: I do not know what to make out of it!? It seems to me that sometimes they establish some feedback loop where the victim feeds somehow the events and it is hard to get out of it, as it becomes like a vicious circle. Maybe, some victim’s own projections could be involved, as well!? 

T: Exactly, and I’m not sure if it’s strictly aliens doing it, or whether it’s other beings masking as aliens, or say demonic beings in alliance with aliens. Whatever the case they seem to start with something small in order to frighten a person into feeding them more energy, which makes them even more tangible and able to do more frightening things. I suspect that the reality creation process is involved. A person’s fears, and projected energy, helps to create “sock puppets” through which these hyper-dimensional beings can manifest and more noticeably interact with the person. So the same way that through emotion/visualization/intent you can end up creating a positive opportunity or material item you need, so can the negative form of it create the stage, the props, the means by which these entities can get closer to you. That’s my theory based on experience. 

sms: I usually take an “emotionally detached” approach when writing or translating “sensitive staff”, as it seems to me that in such case it is harder for them to detect such activities. Something like the state E. Tolle was talking about, placing thoughts and emotions aside and just watching them, while maintaining the presence in yourself. I am not sure if it was a right formula, but it works. 

T: That’s what I do. Detection is part of it, but in my case considering I do get ear ringings indicating monitoring, I’m sure they know all I’m doing. But I think my beliefs, fears, emotional projections determine how much they can do about it. I find that the steadier, calmer, more detached I am inside, the less they have to work with, the less negative incidences happen even when I’m doing things they probably find threatening. So it’s like sharks and blood… yes they smell it, but perhaps when they eat it, they become stronger and can jump higher out of the water at you. 

sms: What makes me confused in all that, is the material from the book Operators and Things. The beings which turned up there seemed to be victim’s own projections (subconscious?) and they seemed to act independently from the lady’s mind, who suffered from schizophrenia and it came out that they helped her at the end to overcome the condition by carefully directing her. XY referred to them somewhere as “crypto-geographic beings”. I am wondering what would that be?! Where to fit them? 

T: I was wondering exactly the same thing. I started a thread on the XY Forum about it – [LINK] 

So far I can only think of two possibilities: 

1) they are terrestrial demonic beings / discarnate spirits who disguise themselves in the expectations of the target, which includes mimicking extraterrestrial alien beings 

2) they are hyper-D / extra-terrestrial beings who do this on the side for “fun” or “sport” or for disguising their true intentions here. 

For instance, the Reptilians. They are the only ones that seem cunning, arrogant, and manipulative enough to fit the behaviour of the Operators. Whereas the Greys are more robotic and dispassionate. 

There is a definite demonic cunning behind these entities, though. They thrive on controlling a person, feeding off his/her energy, psychologically torturing. Their sport is in manipulating that which they can’t seem to physically interact with directly. Like people at a zoo behind the glass, unable to touch the animals, but learning how to tap on the glass just right to do behavioural modification on the animals, maybe start controlling them. 

I’m reading a book now by Mac Tonnies (died last year at age 34, right before submitting his book). It’s called The CryptoTerrestrials. Only halfway through it, but he really tries to question the extra-terrestrial hypothesis, pointing to the fake and phoney details behind many contacts and sightings and abductions, as though it were an act. 

Logically, I would say that the non-human spectrum includes all kinds of beings, from the discarnate/ghosts/demonic to the alien/extra-terrestrial/hyper-D. And that some of them have no genetic agenda to accomplish, no military deals to make, no abductions to necessarily perform, and out of food or entertainment seem to do nothing but feed on us, play games with us, control us when they can. 

sms: In some cases a sulphur stench comes out of nowhere. What would be ‘mechanics’ of that, I would not have an idea, as the smell does not seem to be coming from something particular in the room?! As if some sort of “a chemical reaction” takes place when they interact with us?! Some of people coming out of their “nightmares” with scars on their bodies, as well. 

T: Well, it all sounds to me like psychological terror operations, partly due to the material being sensitive, and partly because focusing heavily on it, might signal to those intelligences that were originally behind it (the reptilian rapists or whatever they are). 

Best defense people have is to be non-emotional about it, laugh it off, try not to think about these interferences which are bluffs. But as you can see, that very solution is 180 degrees from their current mindset and they’d probably have a hard time doing it thoroughly. Like maybe they try to make a joke at it, but while same time shaking in their boots and looking around nervously, which just doesn’t work. I think though if they understand it’s a bluff, then they might not take it all as serious threat. 

sms: I am under an impression that in this controlled reality, hardly anything would be published which could seriously undermine the control-system. Especially, having on mind the possibility that they can see the future events, and how something can affect them, so they can go back in our time and ‘neutralise’ that. 

T: Right, well if nothing else, Karla’s books are very bad publicity for aliens. They induce an emotional reaction of suspicion and revulsion regarding aliens, which starts interfering with their attempt at emotional tranquilization, with getting people to feel warm and fuzzy about their presence. Even books that are pure intellectual don’t have that strong emotional impact that Karla’s book, especially Masquerade of Angels, does. So I think that’s why it could be at threat, due to its subconscious impact. Also, I think that emotional revulsion and fear of aliens that it induces, does draw them in as well though.”


Anyway, we did the job and survived. And, there was another curiosity, associated with the material. As we translated it, we were publishing it on the forum, chapter by chapter. As we started doing it, a number of forum members, which were usually quiet, suddenly went off, into an overdrive, and started to behave erratically, like trying to divert the attention, mostly under other topics. Like, somebody/something from ‘above’ switched them on, at the same time and they worked in unison, as a team?! Beside that, the forum came under a series of heavy DDOS attacks and it was hard to keep it working?! And, after the job was finished and all chapters of the book published, everything calmed down.   

(Now, when I see on that forum that several quiet users suddenly go off, this indicates to me that somebody else has sent something there, which may be important to contemplate.)  

One of the interesting issues, mentioned in the above correspondence, would be the “reality creation” abilities of the control system. It seems that it is able to create something like a holographic reality inside this holographic reality and place somebody into this newly established virtual reality, which would act as a stage for the manipulation of the targeted individual, who usually would not notice the difference. (Dr Karla Turner was mentioning this, in some of her interviews.) It may look like, as if something/somebody was doing it for entertainment purposes, while drawing out the emotional energy of the targeted person and damaging him psychologically, as well?! 


Generally, it could be said that the control system would tend to stop us doing what we are doing and/or ‘vector’ us away from the direction to which we are going. So, it would often employ other people to act as the ‘vectors’. In the Eastern gnosis, it is interpreted as that the General law’s attempt to keep us going in a circle, so never to arrive to our true destination. 



Vectoring (‘Friendly fire’) 

This is probably one of the most usual modes of the hyperdimensional attacks, when we get attacked and ‘vectored’ by the people closest to us, usually, the members of our family, relatives or close friends. Although, I call it “friendly fire” it is not to be underestimated, as this sort of fire could be deadly, too, if not properly dealt with. The attack will be usually associated with something which was perceived by the family member as an error or a mistake we have made, and this would be used as a seed, for blowing it out of the proportion and making a big drama. A drama can be build out of any trivia. This could even be a wrong word said at a wrong place. Soon after, the family member may blame us not only for that, as she/he will spell out all mistakes we have made in our past and blame us for everything bad that happened in the past, holding us accountable for all that, retroactively. In case of the marriage, the wife/husband/spouse will know most of our weak spots, and the attacks will be delivered so, to target them, in order to elicit our emotional reactions. As our personalities are essentially “mechanical”, the other party will be pressing all proper buttons to elicit corresponding reactions.

If the marriage is one of our ‘sacred cows’, if we value our marriage highly and especially, if we have children, which we would, normally, love, the wife/husband may even start threatening with the divorce. Now, we are expected to go into a defensive or a passive mode, to admit all our mistakes and to change our behaviour radically, so to conform to her/his expectations, if we want to save our marriage. So, we would be the ones who have to change. As many of us would regard the divorce as a sort of a disaster, we would do whatever was requested from us, to save the marriage or a relationship. So, most of such attacks will be successful. 

However, with a sufficient awareness, knowing what is going on, the target of the attack may turn anything into a win-win situation. As an aware individual, he/she would take all options on the table and see that all of them may be turned into positive outcome. In case of the divorce, he/she would know that this would provide an opportunity to become more independent, it will be more time and room to do what we want and we may even meet somebody who will be in a better resonance with us. When one becomes clear with that on the level of his/her being, the attack will on most instances stop, like being cut off, and after that, the wife/husband may behave as the conflict never happened!? As, if the source of the attack realises that any further energy invested there, would be just wasted. After that, one may expect one relatively calm period of time, before the next attack.  

In many instances, there could be some signs which may indicate that an attack may soon ensue or, it has been in a preparation mode. They may be seen as a setting up the stage for the attack. By seeing them, and taking some precautionary measures, the attack may be prevented, as again, the control system may realise that it would be just another waste of energy. 

It would be very important no to get paranoid or obsessed with all that. In such cases, we will project various fictional scenarios, to which we will react emotionally and exhibit some practical responses, which will be erratic, because, one can do nothing meaningful out of such mental states. 

Love bite 

This would be another insidious way of the ‘vectoring’ procedure. You may suddenly fall in love with a person, who, at the first glance, would look as your “soulmate”, and she/he will be saying everything what you always wanted to hear; however, it would not take long till you notice that things are getting different and something is wrong, while you are heading into different direction. Usually, the “soumate” will want you to live up to her/his expectations, till your energy gets drained and then, it may leave you, while you may feel devastated. This even happens to those familiar with the concept, as the wishul thinking (almost) always wins. (Eve Lorgen covered that, pretty well, in her books Alien Love Bite and Dark Side of Cupid) 

(Other people may act as ‘vectors’ from a distance, as well, especially, if we regard them as credible. There are numerous ways to do that.) 


In some cases, one may feel like a presence of somebody/something in a close proximity, as if some sort of interference with other being(s) has been going on. In such cases, one needs to send to it/them this powerful mental message: Fuck off!!! 

This must be said firmly, and one must stay behind this ‘declaration’ with the whole his/her being. This means that you are not giving them permission to interact with you (forget about “good aliens”, “spiritual guides” or “guardian angels”, who might happen to be there, just to help you); this mental message will often work in case of ear ringing, as well, which may indicate that something/somebody is watching you closely. 


If the truthseeker is, at the same time, an alien abductee (meaning regularly abducted and utilized for various purposes by the control system), then some of visualisation techniques already mentioned and discussed under this thread (SIMBAD and FDTCT), may be helpful in stopping the abductions. After one stops this sort of interaction with him, he will need to deal with all sorts of other staff, mentioned under this topic, while walking along his Way of the esoteric development of his being. 

Here, it would be important to mention that the Italian investigators, lead by Dr Corrado Malanga, who developed the above visualisation techniques, to deal with the manipulators of the human beings, have come pretty close to the gnostic concept of reaching the soul component by the personality, which is done in an imagined inner room, inside the being. In such circumstances, the soul was able to recall various manipulative activities, to identify the manipulators and implants, which they have installed in the physical body, and then she was able to destroy them. 


Generally, to lower the exposure to the hyperdimensional attacks, the gnostic seeker needs to keep quiet, which does not mean that he/she can not discuss it with other seekers, or those who are interested. Normally, when with other people, one needs to exercise, so called, “controlled madness”, which does not mean he would have to make a fool from himself. It is enough to behave like anybody else around us. We need to behave as other people would expect it from us, especially at the beginning. Something like, one of inmates in a mental asylum, who somehow started to heal his mental state and become able to see where he was and what is going on. If he would start saying to others where they were and that their thinking and behaviour was not quite normall, he would soon get attacked by other inmates, and if he would survive it and persist, he may get under the attention of the asylum management, in which interest is to keep the inmates where they were and in the mental state in which they are. 


What I wrote here, should not be taken on the “trust me” basis or to be belived in, because, this can not be of any help to those who would believe it and not understand it. This should be taken as just sharing my own experiences and opinions supported by some arguments and examples, which might  be helpful to some of, so called, truthseekers. I do not regard this as facts, and I have tried not to present all this as facts (I am not an “insider”).

 At the end, I think that most of us would be able to imagine a reality where we can get independent, where we would not need a leader, a guru, a teacher and any other authority from above or below. A reality, where nobody else will need to sacrifice himself (or, to be crucified) in order to save us, because we have all the potentials to save ourselves, by ourselves. A reality, where we would do things we like and where we will be living consciously. A reality where we would be aware enough to know that there is nothing and nobody to fear from.  A reality, where our awareness will enable  us to prevent any manipulation of our being. A reality in which we will be able to say No to anybody trying to impose himself as an authority and require a submission and whatever else from us. A reality, where we, as real human beings, will respect all other beings and their free will and where we  will behave consciously and humanely. Well, the good news is that we have not to imagine that reality, as we already live in it, right now; although, at the moment, many of us may not perceive it as such. However, if we do a bit work on ‘tunning up’ of our being, the picture of this reality, where we live, may change.